Dear God, please help me to hate white people (black racism)

Lol, the West is fucked:
torontosun.com/2017/02/11/black-lives-matter-co-founder-appears-to-label-white-people-defects
This is years ago. Why this person (not the one in OP) is not in prison, is beyond me.

Good Anti-BLM digest:
rense.com/general96/black-cops-killing-whites-should-we-riot.php
Some points I don't agree (that is leftist anti-Capitalist agenda), but overall, the article supports the view that BLM is a terrorist group and presents/links the facts to back it up.

Is Detroitification a word? I feel like it should be a word.

Yikes 40 I think you reveal a bit of your own bias right there. Quite problematic! ()

No but honestly I don't care about any of this. I've talked to around 5 black people in my life IRL (none of them even American) and maybe a few more online. None of this impacts me in any way, and I'm only glad to see America suffer. Doesn't feel as good when you're on the receiving end of all the chaos, does it.

The subject of this thread is black people getting away with publishing literature or voicing their opinion in public without repercussions, where a symmetric opinion from the white person (what we call fascism and racism) would bring such repercussions.

No, black people are in general not bad, just as white people in general are not bad. However, the persons I mentioned in this thread would think otherwise, now if someone white was of that opinion, they would be in trouble. I suggest that black fascism should be recognized and treated the same as white fascism - that is, outlawed, censored etc. That you think I am a white rascist somehow is interesting (cause that's what you seem to be saying, when you say that I allegedly meant black people are bad or want to kill white people). BLM is not equal to black people! It is the movement that I am against, not the black people per se. I bet there are a lot of black people who don't even support the BLM. I also am willing not to find any guilt in black people who sympathize with BLM but are not part of it, provided they don't engage in vitriolic polemics like the person in the original post.

One should realize that activist group is not the same as social group it is allegedly defending, and that activists group actually do harm to social group's image, for example LGBTQ+ activists vs LGBTQ+ people. These are two different categories, with different mindsets (confirmed via real-life experience, as I do know some people). I don't consider the freaks I mentioned in OP or in relation to BLM as representative of black people. Cofounder of BLM is not representative of black people.

As for why do I care about Christianity - because I was raised in a Christian environment where those adults who were Christian weren't practicing what they preached. In my country, religion is aggressively pushed by the government with most of citizens being described as believers (this latter is allegedly by a state-wide survey). I think it is rigged, as well as many of those Christians are fake just as my parents were. That is, those who use religion to shame other people but don't keep their own behavior in check according to the doctrine. I wish every person describing themselves as Christian was forced to obey every doctrine in their Bible verbatim. I believe then only a few masochists in the world would remain religious, with nearly every other person becoming an atheists so they are not continously trampled.

Also, why should I discard right-wing opinions anyway? I am not going to subscribe to the notion of "privilege" and the compensatory packages for the "oppressed" groups. I believe such solutions do not solve the problem but create new ones instead, reverse the oppression trend, etc. Perhaps the promise of true equality is indeed not delivered through constitution, but the provisions that radical left is pushing don't seem to create any real equality either. They are more of a perpetually enacted revenge, like "your ancestors oppressed our ancestors in the past, and for that you and your descendants will suffer eternally, and we'll call you privileged while forcing you to eat shit and not talk back".

dn, it is already a word, according to urban dictionary and a few other places... But of course Merriam-Webster and Cambridge dictionaries hadn't caught up with it yet.

It's always so weird for me to see Russians talking about BLM and acting all concerned. Like how exactly is this relevant to our lives, and what the hell do we know about racial tensions in America when most of us haven't been there and never even interacted with a black person in real life? Can we really assess the situation accurately from here?

So, to be fair, I didn't develop the hatred for the left based on media examples of right getting the flak. All the hatred I had developed is over the repeated interactions here, on the doomer boards. And you, 40oz, are the biggest part of it. I hate the left thanks to you. You crossed the trigger line many, many times. Many, many times I had to argue with you and many, many more times I wanted to but I didn't, because you always demand examples from somewhere and than criticise those sources for being biased. But you are the one of the biggest sources. The rest of things I read in the world just reinforce my experience with you.

You are also not the only left-wing/antifa/anarchist person I've encountered. I had a friend known via internet for years who was an anarchist (some years ago, I ceased contact with him over concerns he might have been compromised, replaced with a state agent or forced to cooperate). He also espoused similar view - on speech, on the need to avoid to use certain terms (like "master" and "slave" in computer terminology), etc. that appaled me, years ago. I never agreed with his views. You reanimated that experience. There thus a certain collective identity was forged - represented by you and anarchist of my past and probably a few acquittances in the present (yes, I do have some acquittances with fucked up views, like "hate speech" being illegal, or who want to migrate/have migrated and have fucked up views, are filthy degenerates that I'm hanging around only in hopes I get intelligence on them to pass to FSB, etc.). You know, some of them even volunteered to help with migrating, provided contacts, information, etc. - I refused to, because I don't want to be one of them. I hate the guts of these people. Some of them don't know English - and they do the most activism (and the ones who know English very well aren't activists). And I mean real activism - these people are activists, have been for years, and fuck knows why they are not in prison - perhaps I can fix that, huh? They dream of living in US paradise. They watch "The L Word: Generation Q" dubbed with Russian voice and they dream to live like that. I translated one of the series for them and showed them it with English voice and subtitles in Russian to give them a more accurate taste of it. They fantasize about living like that. They don't know what "mansplaining" term means so I explain it to them, the fucking activists who participates in court hearings, collect cases of discrimination and what not, and dream to be a part of culture that they have no fucking understanding of, for they don't know English language. And I don't want to be part of that culture - for me, this movie represents that cancer culture that I need to stop. The existence of communities, defined by ethnic identity - where there should be no ethnic identity, and no communities that have their own ways of living, for laws should be in alignment with ethics but different communities have different ethics and thus will always have a different vision of laws. How come none of you fucking leftist understand that multiculturalism is flawed because you have whole communities of people with their own ethical standards so that no uniform laws can ever be derived that all of them can come into agreement? Had never heard of a phrase "laws should be derived from ethics not the vice versa"? Can't say I totally back it, but - if that was correct - multiculturalism makes that fundamentally unsolvable. For ethnic and religious communities have their own views of what kind of behavior makes one an outcase, what is forbidden, and what is strictly punished. You can't reconcile those various perspective with a secular law, pure and simple.

Hey, peerdolius, you live in Netherlands, do you know three more degenerates from Russia have recently come into your country as refugees - and that more is coming? They even wanted to bring me with them. Not like travel together, of course, but provided a contact that helps build a fake case of discrimination. Yes, all of theirs are FAKE. I have managed to stay friendly with them, although I really wish one of them gets murdered there. They're fucking parasites. One of them told me I could use a credit to help myself migrate - and then not return that money. The amount of money he advised me to take is several times smaller than my Visa Signature credit card limit, and don't get me started on the value of my bank accounts (it is actually several times bigger than the credit card limit, for I got some money from inheriting some). That's the one person I want dead, not just for being a parasite, that person has no empathy and fucked over one other transmasculine person who was denied transition because of mental health issues, depression, by claiming they were responsible for not getting the permit by saying something wrong, after which that person stopped attending the support group, and eventually the entire community and is now in the deepest pit of despair, unemployed, uneducated, devastated (not being able to transition). While that transfeminine parasite has successully got female documents, despite not bothering to look the part, openly stating he hates traditionally female clothes, and is now a refugee in Netherlands - as if that person ever was oppressed, cause given their character, they would fill more of a bully, so much confidence, that I was an edge of breaking down and lashing out with my actual vision of them until I started taking prescription antidepressants. Fucking refugee. I faced more injustice in my life than he had ever had. I am refusing to call him a "she" - I have no trouble calling other transgendered people their gender, except this one, for he is beyond fucked. Has a cool card - got everything for transition, fucking HRT that people need to pass extensive blood tests to get AFTER they got the permit still, has documents and whatnot - but is more of non-binary, and is acting cool, where there are people who need it much more than him and they get NOTHING. And he came to Netherlands, like he was oppressed! After getting documents, after being on HRT supervised by doctors for more than a year! Where other people have to DIY because they cannot hope to actually get a supervision or documents, have no money to even try that. The person who was fucked over had lended money from several people (they didn't have money of their own) to try to get permission - and was DENIED by the same people this fucker got a clear pass.

Meanwhile, I am still staying in Russia, hating these people guts. And recently was told to consult another person who is looking to become a refugee, because I allegedly have acquired some knowledge about that. That person is in no hurry, mind it, they want to consider what country is best. Just fucking go to Netherlands doesn't suit them. Certainly there is no maniac wanting to kill them, huh? They wouldn't be bothering to take their time picking "refugee country options" like a food in a grocery store. I am told I will be doing a good thing, helping this person. I have a lot of issues on my own, and the intermediary party that asked me to help is fucking me over and doesn't even realize that's happening. I have to keep my cool in front of these people. But I really want to tear them apart. I am on the edge of breakdown, all the time. I have to be a diplomat. I have to help these people who just want everything to be spoon fed to them.

Ah, well, I see now you joked about that. My apologies. I really did assume you put in real location you were residing in in your profile.

Vigilant doomer I used to find your posting incredibly amusing with you refusing to download shit from Google drive and all that, but now I think you might genuinely need psychological assistance. This is getting beyond internet autist territory into actual deranged paranoid schizo stuff. Please talk to a professional. "Hating" people and considering them degenerates for their political views is not something a healthy person does. Having one fucking person on some shitty forum diametrally change your views with that not even being their aim is not something a healthy person does. Making hate speech illegal is not a "fucked up view", it's just one you disagree with. I could go on, but for your own sake I hope you're starting to see something's wrong. Please don't kill anyone or pass anyone to the FSB or do anything violent. I really don't want this forum to end up on a watch list, since this is one of the few places on the internet I've never been banned from.

Tl;dr get meds. Or don't, I don't care. But don't get this forum banned please.

I'm done with this thread btw. I have an exam in 20 minutes and I never got myself to study even a bit. Rest of you please enjoy sucking the massive black cocks of our new overlords. I know I certainly will.

xeepeep, you misinterpreted some of my stuff to make it seem worse than it really is. I am not considering those people degenerates for their political views, but for willing to take the credit money and steal it, and acting without empathy resulting in another person - of the same political views - feeling abandoned in what is called a "support group" no less. I am also not going to kill people, but I see nothing wrong with cooperating with FSB in case I find actual incriminating evidence (currently I only have suspicious rumours that amount to a group getting money under dirty scheme, possibly acting as a foreign agent per state's definition). Hate is just an emotion, not a political notion, well shouldn't be anyway. On that ground I oppose the notion of hate speech.


This is how views actually form. You think it's propaganda or how parents raise you, but it's actual lysocial processes of being groomed and/or being rejected that drive the formation of individual's views, including political ones. I tried many times to explain 40oz that his relentless promotion of leftism can't change people views, and that their views are not formed because of something they went in the media, and can't change because someone criticises them - except for the opposite of what one's is promoting. I had this happen to me before - doomer.boards.net/post/27964/thread - take note one more time, this how views form. Not via discussions. Not via some exchange of what is going in the world. But like this. And it has nothing to do with one's mental health. It is all about social ties. One's views are synced with what groups one can identify with or get protection/admiration from, and are distanced from groups one can't identified with or is bullied by (even if in the latter case the views where originally the same).

dn, relax, I'm not talking about people from this forum. This forum won't be ending on a watch list. I have actual real people to check up on, and I am not yet cooperating with anybody. I am just close to do that because the group is trying to get me to do volunteer stuff, and one of them confidentially passed me information that the person recruiting volunteers receives money from sponsors for any person she recruits to become an activist (working for free, of course). Which is rightfully suspicious, as well as makes me feel I am being used like a whore (that is, about to work for free but getting sold). Am I supposed to be ok with this stuff, especially given with how I can't really talk much about it? And to say that I am still staying on friendly terms with those people I have called "degenerates" here, and have to remain so, and can't talk about my real feelings about them in real life? Give me some credit, I am under a lot of strain, and this is the closest I've come to failure so far. Venting out stuff on some net forum. You don't even know people I'm talking about, nor can I do anything about the ones that left the country, and it is those people I described as "degenerates". Whatever the fuck xeepeep made you think, but he is a troll and I have long since stopped respecting him anyway. I don't even get why he tries to talk to me like he cares - I don't care about him. He only makes shitposts and contributes nothing of value to this forum. And I'm not trying to advocate for his ban here either, as much as he gets on my nerves sometimes (rarely though, as he is easy to ignore).

And feeling hatred is okay. Expressing hatred is okay - if one really feels it. It is sitting there with hatred boiling inside and not being able to vent it out is what makes one unhealthy. We must act out our impulses in a way that doesn't hurt others. Hate speech is one such way that doesn't lead to harm (because agitation is not what causes action, despite what state and parents wants us to believe). Action is caused by desire, that is born inside an individual. Thus if one kills or undertakes an act of terror under the motive of hate - it is because they are that kind of person, and were looking for an excuse to kill. They are not that way because someone made hate speech. No amount of hate speech will make a man a killer. A killer is that way because of himself alone. He choose the wrong path for expressing his desires.

And I think denying such safe paths - such as prohibiting hate speech - is a contributing factor to people choosing even more drastic measures. Because they never were able to express that hatred, it lived on, until they committed themselves to a horrible, unlawful act of killing someone. It would have been better if they could just say aloud how much they hate somebody. Then it would just pass, and they might have not returned to it.