Discord breaks up communities

Three of those quotes on the first page are from me, and one is Xeep talking to me. I stand by what I said: you're a narcissist who thinks that managing a small fucking video game forum is some act of martyrdom, acting like having to read the posts here everyday is some deep torture for your soul. The fact that you place such importance on a forum where your moderation consists of doing jack shit is goddamn stupid, you need to see a therapist. You should be the one with the Jesus avatar, because you act like a poor man's internet Christ. You aren't that important, neither is this forum. You aren't a moderator, you don't moderate anything. All you do is act like an emo teenager peddling thoughts of torment that are only deep to yourself. Instead of cutting yourself, you sit there and absorb the deep hatred of your fellow netizens. Put the proverbial razor down and actually do something other than having these pseudo-intellectual whining sessions. It's embarrassing to read. Discord has nothing to do with it, the fact that you think so is flat out ridiculous.

The reason your forum sucks and causes you the kind of pain that can only be expressed with your favorite Linkin Park song is because you have a forum whose regular patrons consists of a kid obsessed with his limp dick, a dude who wants everyone to know he hates Arlene and has a Kiwi Farms account, an incomprehensible troll who has a daddy fetish for you that you loved to reciprocate, various people who hate transgender people even though they occupy half their mind, a guy who actually thinks he can change the minds of people who hate transgender people, the schizo manchild who keeps forgetting his meds, and a leader with a God complex who has no fucking idea how to lead anything. Oh, and the lurkers who only come here to laugh at you and wonder what the fuck is wrong with you, making bets on how many years it's going to take for you to get a life. Or at least a therapist. There's a recurring theme here - almost nobody likes you. You'd understand why if you didn't have your head so far up your ass.

If an internet forum like this that you control is a source of such strife and causes you so much deep pain and confusion, you're pretty fucking whacked in the head. You got a ban button right there, use it instead of jerking off to your own self-made sorrow while everyone watches. I know it will cause so many conflicting thoughts in your head, and you might not sleep for a week, but you'll get the fuck over it. You can practice with me if you want. I'll still lurk here every now and then when I'm having a bad day so I can look at you and say "at least I'm not that guy", so don't feel bad.

Xeep is like the least offensive member on these boards. I would find more offense in getting a pickled cucumber on top of my burger than I would from the average Xeep post.

As for "allowed to exist"... last I checked, I don't need permission for that. Sure, DB could demand that we all run our thoughts through a ideological purity filter prior to posting, excommunicating those who refuse to comply. That's how this place came into existence in the first place, as diaspora from a certain website that did exactly that. Where would the poor shriven masses go, once dispossessed of their home for a second time? Think they'd just stop "existing?" Or you think maybe they'd hit the chans, where bad language, disrespect & casual cynicism would finally give way to actual honest-to-christ radicalization?

The time has come to crush these sub-humans, HEIL!

Sounds like a pretty good sitcom tbh. This last season has been a fucking disappointment, mind.

As for the topic in question, I'm not sure what to say. I was invited to some channel by Glen back in the day (not sure if it's the same one still) but I prefer forum interaction over a chat so not much came of it. As such I haven't seen myself what goes on in the current channel.

I do recall that there were speculations about you, 40oz even back in 2017, and I'm not entirely sure why that was. You seem a bit aloof in conversations some times, maybe that's why? It is also my understanding that when you came back after a long absence and reclaimed ownership of the DBPs all the participants weren't thrilled. (i.e. the mapping gym mentality vs. what it had become when you were gone).

I also know people were annoyed that you let mayhemic spree-post for a while. I think I get what you were/are going for but I thought it was pretty annoying too, to check new threads only to see some throwaway response. In x number of places at once.

Anyway, these things build up after a while so maybe that's why they were venting their grievances. Or maybe they're just two-faced faggots. Drama is everywhere on the internet and part of the charm. Don't let it get to you 40!

Yeah, that's an example of the "aloofness" I was getting at above.

Oh, please, nobody's ignore you or anything. People simply speak their mind, you know...

Just so you know it's not Discord that is a problem here, my guy, it's the fact that:
1. This place is legit isolated from newcomers, either through bad PR by our fellow doomworld snitches bitches users and moderators\admins that don't want to see a competition to their heir. Simply as.
OR, the fact that the workshop section have been hidden from the eyes of lurkers which, by any means, would might have been interested in the next project's theme, and register, participate. See what I mean?
2. At the first age, at the first day of this forum existing DB got branded as the place for outcasts such as we all here, including you, thus proving the brand\title\taint was a reason to come up in the light
3. Well, we live in very idiotic times when schism among human beings reaches quite a massive treshold and IRL and politics shenanigans are get a way into community places, if not by users them jannies and site owners do so. GZDoom and their unhealthy fixation on lgbtqpnz+++ rhetorics and pushing it right at the doorstep (specifically when you plan to enter discord server you're being met by rainbow colored logo that, on its own, is already pushing back some people that still not feel warm about queers and transgenders) aas the most notorious example of such shit going on and why this plague is should be called approprietly.
4. Overall, as I would never stop mention that all the time some wicked shit happens, people in their nature are retarded and higly chaotic animals have got consciousness either by mistake or deliberate way of evolution that, unironically, after tens of thousands years of Homo Sapient exist, now backfires at us because *insert current society decline in X country speech*.

You don't like having drama here and that's understandable, but as long as there are people that don't have hivemind-like mentality and follow one way of thought (like Doomworld does en masse, yep), there will be conflict of ideas, interests, points of views, etc. and drama is a part of the cycle that you can't surge out from the chain link by any means.

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Now to the post that got my interest


A very honorable deed to sign up here and contribute to great idea of a project that keep on delivery a quality content. I mean it.



Okay, first of, I'm not a vile person you cunt. Just because I let myself tell what I really feel\think doesn't make me vile. Saying that having principle of being yourself is somehow "vile" is just sound like Doomworld soyjacks\jannies. I despise such people for good reasons, just as much as some of them despise me, both for my honest opinion on modern day affairs with the pointing out that we deserve Hell be called upon all of us for how sick the mankind have essentially become AND for absolutely untrue and rather slander-tier shit. I got used to it and often ignore such things happening because I know a simple truth: the only person I can change is myself, and nobody else, and I sure as fuck not gonna pander to delusions of some group of intellectually questionable cunts whining about "insert the current thing" and that I, for whatever reason, MUST OBEY AND FOLLOW. No, thank you, I'd rather not.


Correct me if I'm wrong here (probably not), but... are you suggest that speaking our minds in the open is somewhat a crime and should be forbidden, punished for happening to be? Because by the look of it you imply exactly this and that's DW's kulkidz\GZD handlers rhetoric, which is basically the voice of left leaning governments ie democrats in USA, trudeau's cuck party, etc.



Unlike the "stunning and brave" caste of XYZ challenged degenerates I don't have to lie to myself that IF I do A, B and C my life will miracously get better because I will be a new man, somehow. No, it will not get better, and this "new" will be jast a sick, wicked masquerade gone too far. Yeah sure call me transphobic because of this but I spell what's essentially and realistically true. Ignore or deny, it will not change the actual state of things. That's first.
Second, whatever you like it or not but:
1. There always will be people that are homophobic, mainly because homoseuality is against their life staples and the ways of their social mentality compass (like in my case although I know some gays IRL, even worked with a bunch and can confirm they were whining spoiled brats)
2. There always will be people that are transphobic because no healthy people would suggest to themselves "boy oh boy, I don't think it was fair that I was born X instead of Y!". That's just a demonstration of illness to them, again because of transgenderism is against their life staples and the ways of their social mentality compass. I wouldn't have been so harsh on these petty meatsacks if I was not aware of what kind of crimes the trans people do perform mostly (spoiler: rape, and not only of full legal age human beings) and what utterly atrocious agenda they push. Do you really want me to believe that 5 year old Bobby would understand the context of gender dysphoria and feel himself to be actually trans? No, he can't, he's just a goddamn KID, he don't know shit neither should to, according to his age. BUT THEY (trans) WANT HIM TO, DUH. Also google "egg hatching" term in trans "language" for get better understanding why am I so highly negative of this kind of human beings.
3. Politics, like it or not were always a part of communities, nor necessarily IRL ones though. The desire to get rid of this shit from your hugbox is understandable and goood and shit, but, like I said, people are retarded and they WILL bring politics in either way. It's just how it always works.
4. Can't say much on wordsalads, we all have moments of skitzo, that's not something that can't happen to anyone of us. 40oz with this thread or Kontra's mumbling regarding DBP48' negrating are the most obvious examples.
5. I don't dislike Doomworld. I just dislike the people that are in control of it and the policies they push on userbase.
6. Shiba, I think he mentioned you.
7. Spam happens, it's a norm of internet. Bad one.
8. Slurs of all kinds you say... I haven't seen any racial, or hard R one. Dude...





I, for one, just like you, am contributing something to DB projects from time to time. I ain't mapper I used to be (and even them my maps were meh, that's true and I don't deny it), but I do art pieces for it.
I'm still there because although I don't want to stick around most of the Doom community places I still have to hang around some small pockets like this forum, Russian Doom Community site or that Doom thread on Kiwi Farms. Also, because I'm not a deceitful and always pretending cunt, I let myself to speak my mind and be honest with people. That's why I'm still here: honesty, transparency and paintbrush.


Lol, I never was a founding member. To be honest I have had to think Doomer Boards Projcts are, essentially, somewhat of 4chan things. Well, I was wrong and have been there since 2020.


Quite reach coming from you.
Also, what's so wrong in hating a certain person that have threw pedophilia slander at you? Nothing. Also beating the shit out from such people like her is the God's blessing that he have left us before his presumed death from cringe caused by witness what we, as species, have become.
Also also, hey, admitting I visit New Zealand agrarian forum and participate in some of activities here is not a crime, neither participating in their activities is.

I didn't know this forum was about something other than what I said. I originally came here for more DooM and less bullshit, and so far I'm not disappointed.

Is it an agenda these days, to not have an agenda (other than free speech)?

Oh, shite...


Oh, shite...


OH SHITE! ZIS NEVER HAD TO HAPPUH NEEEEEEEEEEIN!!! WHAT WE W~ anyways.

I dont think posting that has anywhere near as much of an impact as you probably think it does, dude. If anything it feels like you trying to deflect criticism again.

40oz

This will be my last post here. I'm also deleting my account.

I've always given you the benefit of the doubt. Defended you and the DBPs. I almost got banned on DW for defending your right to critize Romero when One Humanity was released, even if I disagreed with you. When I first joined the community, you were kind and constructive on Facebook, giving me some great feedback on my first real WAD. Thank you for that.

But the last few months have been terrible. I don't know what's going on in your personal life, or how that has influenced your choices here, nor is that my business.

However, I don't understand what you think you owe Kontra Kommando that you allowed him to run DBP48, despite the blowout in the rest of the community. I don't understand your need to antagonize and ban Joe-Ilya, and to antagonize so many members of this community will not opposing the toxicity that has made this place unbearable.

Yes, I talk shit about DB (while defending the DBPs and you) on discord. Rightfully so. There are a few characters here that turn this place into a joke - and you do nothing to oppose them.


I don't want to make this personal. I don't know what has made you this bitter and paranoid lately, but I suspect stuff outside this forum and community. It's not healthy.
I advise you to take a step back and spend time doing other things. Don't feel like you need to put out a DBP every month. Spend time with family or friends. Do some reflection.

I wish you the best.

- Pistoolkip