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Post by 40oz on Dec 20, 2017 7:55:34 GMT -5
Kate was a Doomer who frequented the ZDoom forums and chat rooms and made some crafty ZDoom mods. She passed away around 3:30am on Dec 19th. I have a fond memory that she was one of the first people to upload a video to youtube of her playing UAC Ultra, ( video) I didn't talk to her a whole besides that but a friend of Doom is a friend of mine. Seriously, guys -- if you love someone, tell them today. Not just today, but tell them often. We like to romanticize that we and everyone we love will have the luxury of being deathly ill and we will have the chance to sit by their bedside and tell them everything they need to know before they gently drift away to the other side. The cold hard truth is that these freak accidents happen, and they happen a lot. Slips, falls, car accidents, food poisoning, overdoses, terminal illnesses, gun shots, aneurysms, etc. We don't always get the privilige of choosing when and how we or our favorite people die, and you don't want your best friends to die without knowing how much you care about them. So tell them now.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 20, 2017 22:47:29 GMT -5
The way she died is simply horrifying.. Rest in peace
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Post by Deleted on Dec 20, 2017 23:43:10 GMT -5
God bless that when it’s our turn that it will never be in such a horrifying manner as poor Kate. I know only little of her but I heard her voice once in a Doom video somewhere and she sounded like a sweet fun loving girl, Rest In Peace Kate.
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Post by Justince on Dec 22, 2017 0:12:15 GMT -5
Wait, what the hell happened?
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Post by 40oz on Dec 22, 2017 12:48:23 GMT -5
I'm reporting this from heresay; I don't want to color the story with any extraneous details.
To the best of my understanding, Kate moved in to an apartment complex with another ZDoom forum member, BouncyTEM and his family who were in a separate building. There was a fire in the building Kate was in that happened in the middle of the night and she didn't make it.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 22, 2017 17:54:08 GMT -5
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Post by Deleted on Dec 25, 2017 6:42:56 GMT -5
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Post by Justince on Dec 29, 2017 16:43:57 GMT -5
I don't really have anything insightful to say. What a fucking tragedy.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 30, 2017 5:12:14 GMT -5
On the plus side, they died in a fire and are going to hell, which is probably the best thing for a doomchap.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 30, 2017 5:19:25 GMT -5
Cold, dude
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Post by Deleted on Jan 10, 2018 1:41:23 GMT -5
I shouldn't of said anything.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 10, 2018 2:50:08 GMT -5
Seek help. Yours is not an issue of cuntoxicity, but of misguided thoughts born from loneliness. Find something real and meaningful, this internet community is not your real life. I wish you well.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 10, 2018 3:14:08 GMT -5
Trust me, I've already done so. It was a waste of time
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Post by Deleted on Jan 10, 2018 3:31:06 GMT -5
Cool, I wouldn’t ask for help either, but you obviously would benefit from changing the way you look at things. If you don’t feel like that big post of yours is indicative of the way you think usually, then you should look at the way you communicate. And have some respect for the dead for fucks sake, no matter who it is.
Edit: good job deleting that post bro, a small step in the right direction perhaps.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 10, 2018 14:20:41 GMT -5
It wouldn't surprise me if Jimmy himself was found responsible for this.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 10, 2018 15:06:11 GMT -5
It wouldn't surprise me if Jimmy himself was found responsible for this. What in the fuck are you even trying to imply? You have a private war in your head with Jimmy and are using dead friends on both “sides” as weapons in your mind... I’m sorry bro you were right, you are not well.
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Post by 40oz on Jan 10, 2018 15:28:50 GMT -5
Sometimes when you're in a dark place you say some really provocative stuff in hopes it will make you feel something. I hope things get better for you, sarais. I think you got a lot of potential in you, but I've known Jimmy for a much longer time than you have and he certainly couldn't entertain the possibility. His friendship with Kate was pure.
You may not like him, and that's your thing, but you really don't want to be dishonest about this kind of stuff. If not because it's deeply hurtful, but at least for your own credibility.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 10, 2018 16:51:31 GMT -5
Excuse my doubt when he lied about what he was using the money for; and sees it fit to shitlist me when I was merely honoring the deceased.
He lied about the money being for kate's family; when it was really just so he could take over her server. That doesn't seem like a "pure" friendship to me. I would of left it in the same condition instead of done a takeover. I would of encouraged the creation of maps in their name and the use of assets within that "project kate" thing; not begged for money and then lied about the purpose.
When I say "Kate has probably gone to hell", I mean this in the most fashionable way. Do we suddenly just drop Sunder? Ancient Aliens? Resurgence? Do we just forget 23 years worth of work and our own interpretations of Hell? Saying they've "gone to a better place" and imagining anything but our depictions of hell within our Doom wads, is both insulting- and utterly revolting, and it should be YOU who is ashamed of yourselves.
I didn't know you, kate. But you're probably enjoying dancing in sk_snake/sflr fields with fireblu, SP_HOT and cacodemons. Cheers for your contributions to this community; even if it seems most are unappreciative.
So excuse my doubt again, but everything seems to point to Jimmy's thinly-veiled selfish, personally-focused gain.
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Post by 40oz on Jan 10, 2018 16:59:42 GMT -5
Excuse my doubt when he lied about what he was using the money for; and sees it fit to shitlist me when I was merely honoring the deceased. He lied about the money being for kate's family; when it was really just so he could take over her server. That doesn't seem like a "pure" friendship to me. I would of left it in the same condition instead of done a takeover. I would of encouraged the creation of maps in their name and the use of assets within that "project kate" thing; not begged for money and then lied about the purpose. The last two paragraphs make sense to me, that was the interpretation I got, too. I'm not following the part I quoted above.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 10, 2018 17:06:05 GMT -5
Apparently the money wasn't for Kate's family, but so that Jimmy could commandeer Kate Fox's Discord.
Asking for money immediately after somebody's death? That seems extremely goddamn suspicious to me. So while I may be wrong about him, he hasn't given me any reason to think otherwise, especially with his grudge ("we will never forgive you!!!!") against me.
I had no qualms with jimmy prior to his behavior in JOM4. After which, though? His behavior then and since has made me lose all respect for him. I respect his work, however, but not the douche-bag behind it who claims to be "friendly" then shits on anybody who views things from an alternative perspective.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 10, 2018 17:09:57 GMT -5
What money?
Also I hope you realise that when you die you are not gong to a Doom map. If hell is to be believed you are going to a place where you will find everything you dislike as well as eternal suffering. Enjoy!
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Post by Deleted on Jan 10, 2018 17:14:36 GMT -5
Again, this isn't true. Only in some depictions by some religious sects (read: the ones who most want complete dominance over humanity) claim this. The truth is that one only suffers in that area in proportion to one's offenses (even if those proportions seem obscene, thousands of years isn't an eternity, but it very well may feel like it) I cannot depict nor imagine Hell as anything other than what it is shown in Doom and community works over the years. It is forever seen as a wonderful landscape wherein the most fashionable architects go about their business. I'd like to imagine skillsaw, ribbiks, and many others already have shrines built to them. Also let's face it, Hell has much better scenery. It has us to thank for that one.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 10, 2018 17:37:23 GMT -5
Whatever dude, tell me about the money.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 10, 2018 17:41:16 GMT -5
I don't know what the hell you are talking about...
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Post by Deleted on Jan 10, 2018 17:42:15 GMT -5
here too huh?
geez...
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