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Post by Deleted on Jul 21, 2021 13:32:00 GMT -5
if I was a westerner, surely would have been on Kiwi Farms by now. I mean, it's not like they do have regional blocking at all. Besides these fellow gentlemen have a .ru domain as well. Wondering what got you there, though (since you are fellow Russian). Define where. On Kiwi or zdoom forum? Was it in fact the ban bullshit? I guess so. If you'll make a sockpuppet discord account and visid zdoom server you'll notice their dislike of me. Then again, these people misguide themselves into wrong assumtions toward reasons and consequences. They think I left because of BoA shitshow, but no, reason for me leaving that rotting mess of community was more personal and still, there's no way to explain these idiots they are wrong.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 21, 2021 13:49:20 GMT -5
@wereknight, has nothing to do with the regional blocking, I am just not edgy enough to be Kiwi Farms visitor. Here in Russia transgendered people have it rough, for example, while on Kiwi Farms they are mocked for enjoying a luxury lifestyle - which indeed they do have in the West, and is the reason I hate some of the Russian ones that moved to the West, because they lack a sense of responsibility and empathy.
Now where I am a part of disillusioned Western people crowd, I would fill right in with the rest of Kiwi Farms audience. So the question about "where" is why did you jump on Kiwi farms? Sure living in Russia is rough enough doesn't seem to be a reason to hang with people who think Western life is rough for normal people. Even if you agree.
As for the Discord, yeah sockpuppeting is how I will do it, eventually, but the question is preventing the Discord owners (I mean, the ones who have the servers not the ones who rent it via Discord software) from profiling me, which is harder than sockpuppetting. And sure as hell I am not promoting the use of proprietary software. I use GNU/Linux for most of my computer activity, except for playing games (Doom included), the reasons with playing Doom on Windows machine permanently disconnected from the Internet is that I don't have hardware compatible with drivers for Linux the kernel that supports hardware accelerated graphics, and playing games without hardware accelerated graphics is nigh impossible and keeps getting even more with age. Ask Graf Zahl what he feels about it and he'll tell you gotta fucking pay for upgrading your hardware, ha not a fucking chance, I live in Russia and you (Graf Zahl) live in the country that impose sanctions on mine, so fuck him.
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Post by deadnail on Jul 21, 2021 13:52:50 GMT -5
deadnail , you talk straight. I like it. Sorry for not knowing who you were, your post about "equity of income", "chasing comedians away with pitchforks" and the shit was fucking cool. The real wokeness rather than that mistaken movement that calls itself "woke", cause your eyes are open while theirs are shut. woke is the widely accepted nomenclature for a half dozen incoherent semi-related pathologies that have metastasized from a scam into a cult. part of their gimmick is the intentional obfuscation of words and meaning so the accurate labels are denied or redefined anyway, so they get painted with the same brush. wisdom is smiling at the irony of their failure to even redefine reality for themselves let alone others. n_n i figured the only way people would actually believe if it was me would be that i would have to make at least one schizopost unprompted. it's fair that people don't know my reputation the same way i have no idea who's who in the doom community post-2003 or so. i talked to dashevil about 7 or 8 years ago but really i've only kept in touch with like 4 people. i still talk to kat and freontrip every day, actually. i have a tendency to repeatedly throw molotov cocktails for no goddamn reason why is why i made the habit of just making new emails and accounts for doom participation then vanishing again. it's fucking weird but i've seen my posts show up on /vr/ 20 years later, unsure exactly how to feel about that. i assume that i really don't know anyone anymore because none of us are the same people we were 5 years ago, let alone 10, let alone 20, hell i might be three different people in the same hour depending on which pills i'm chewing.
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Post by dn on Jul 21, 2021 14:58:16 GMT -5
i figured the only way people would actually believe if it was me would be that i would have to make at least one schizopost unprompted. actually, the avatar sold me. Pour one out for all the one-armed Japanese helicopter pilots we've lost in these past ten years.
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Post by use3d on Jul 21, 2021 15:48:29 GMT -5
Hello dn! Hello all! Yes I have arrived. Send me thy printed word ya crass dunkard!
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Post by 40oz on Jul 21, 2021 16:47:53 GMT -5
Hey use3d! long time no see.
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Post by deadnail on Jul 21, 2021 17:26:46 GMT -5
actually, the avatar sold me. Pour one out for all the one-armed Japanese helicopter pilots we've lost in these past ten years. good thank you, with that reference acknowledged i can change over to an upside down hugo sign instead.
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Post by 40oz on Jul 22, 2021 6:53:04 GMT -5
I've seen so many photos of dorks getting that (the right side up version) as a tattoo. It's not even a good logo. It's got nothing on quake. I don't even like quake that much but the quake logo is a fuckin awesome tattoo.
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Post by xeepeep on Jul 22, 2021 7:04:13 GMT -5
i figured the only way people would actually believe if it was me would be that i would have to make at least one schizopost unprompted. Based schizoposter. @vigilantdoomer learn from this guy. Haven't heard of you (I understand I was a sperm cell when you were active in the community lol) but welcome, I always like seeing eloquent opinionated boomers here.
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Post by dn on Jul 22, 2021 7:26:50 GMT -5
Always looked like a borked SYL logo to me. Like those fail-swastikas you see on toilet stall walls, as drawn by nationalists who failed basic geometry. Well, now the gang's mostly here ( use3d <3) guess we can start the inevitable "what you been up to for the past decade? nothing ok cool" conversation. It will be like mingling at a horrific muslim wedding, except with less cake. Guess I'll start. I went back to college because I was fed up of being technically incompetent. I found a corpse in the bathroom stall of the pub I was working in, which was nice. I was accepted into university (a good one, not some fucking over-exulted public swimming pool) on the strength of a personal statement that explained the chokehold I held over the perplexities of English language was due to being bitten by a radioactive alcoholic when I was a child. The following two years were spent utterly ruining my syntax. I was the only Scottish person in the entire English department. This went down about as well as you can imagine. I once scored an A3 for an English paper that the lecturer considered too obtuse to actually understand, which is exactly the same sort of shit that ruined modern art and led us to Tracy Emin shitting the bed and displaying it in the Tate. I hate academia. I have never submitted a paper that did not contain the word "fuck". I re-categorized Burns' poetry in a three thousand word essay as belonging to the Romantic movement due to his description of his own ejaculation as a "thundering (e)scalade that electrified the very marrow of her bones", linking that to the electrical reanimation of the creature in Shelley's Frankenstein and the scientific / revolutionary work of Marat: not a single person realized that I was taking the utter piss. The Burns Electric Penis moment is, indeed, celebrated as the turning point in my literary career thus far. A poem (that they didn't understand) is being published in the August-September issue of Poetry Scotland as a result. I have openly admitted to being a fraud on at least three separate public occasions and nobody fucking believes me. I wrote a poem anonymously, and then wrote a dissertation on myself in the vain hope that it would fix the "too fucking obtuse to be understood" problem that university lecturers seem to have with my writing. I expect to get an A3. I got fucked for approx. 3 grand by a Chinese company during covid: they got the furlough money from the government and ran away with it back to China. As a result of the standard financial ethics and general bat-fuckery of the yellow menace, I got kicked out of my flat - there was, technically, a law that said I could not be made homeless during the epidemic, but there was no law saying that the landlord couldn't threaten to break my fucking legs if I didn't give him his money. I then spent 4 months in a homeless shelter with heroin addicts, which would have been fine if I had thought to bring some heroin with me. Sometimes I play dwarf fortress. Sometimes I dream in ASCII. People pay me beer money to shout rhymed obscenities at them in various public spaces the length and breadth of Scotland. I was 0.5 points away from being selected to represent my area at the Glasgow Slam championship, which was impressive considering that I got a point deducted for every ten seconds I went over time, and I have never finished early in my entire fucking existence. I have a beard. I fuck a 23 year old guitarist when I'm not busy being homeless or drunk. I think I'm developing carpel tunnel syndrome in the backs of my hands because I type too fucking much. I got sacked again last saturday for calling the complex manager a useless spastic and I actually don't give a shit. I just finished editing another man's book that ought to be published next year, god willing. I think I am mostly happy.
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Post by walterc on Jul 22, 2021 7:30:56 GMT -5
I know most people here probably don't care about Heretic, but hey! To anyone who does, this is probably the biggest news for Heretic in a very long time. I hope it can help popularize the game a bit more within the community once that gets worked on. EDIT: Yes, i know this is only "news", but i figured i should spread the word since not many people follow that thread. Yeah, that's a really great news!
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Post by Deleted on Jul 22, 2021 7:45:09 GMT -5
i figured the only way people would actually believe if it was me would be that i would have to make at least one schizopost unprompted. Based schizoposter. @vigilantdoomer learn from this guy. I will. I've seen so many photos of dorks getting that (the right side up version) as a tattoo. It's not even a good logo. It's got nothing on quake. I don't even like quake that much but the quake logo is a fuckin awesome tattoo. Agreed. Btw I have invented a new logo (for Demons) too, and am compiling a resource pack for DBP which I will finish Satan knows when. I also think of posting WIP in Mapping Workshop thread, but don't have much ready - many good recolors to use as a base, not enough actual finished work (manual grandiose edits of those recolors). Although I might think about outsorcing some of this job, still needs to be cleaned up a little so that others see what I want to see.
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Post by deadnail on Jul 22, 2021 11:54:47 GMT -5
Always looked like a borked SYL logo to me. Like those fail-swastikas you see on toilet stall walls, as drawn by nationalists who failed basic geometry. Usually a spaztika is done by some scholar who thinks it'll be funny, or who's trying to get on the news, but unfortunately doesn't have two braincells to rub together and they never figured out how to draw one. Nazis are typically barely cogent enough to wipe themselves but the one thing I expect them to be capable of is having drawn a couple of swastikas before. I'm probably going to have toe elaborate on Hugodoom a bit, at some point. I don't really have the time to get into it at this moment because that's going to take some effort, also, I've got a few dozen half started ideas I sorta want to dig into and maybe try reviving here, because why the fuck not. The important thing isn't the damage Hugo has done. The important thing is the damage he has yet to do. Aren't you fucking hyped for Quake's 2023 reboot, featuring LAZER AXES and MECHA GUNDAM LOVECRAFT PUNCHBOTS and A HUNDRED THOUSAND BABBLING WORDS NONSTOP that repeatedly contradict each other? When I think of Quake I definitely think of a four hour video of Hugo curled into a ball sucking his own mushroom cap. Fuck ambient, nonstop dubstep featuring the lead instrument being a Spectrum ZX ran through five fuzzy pussy guitar pedals, because why the fuck not, you've gotten so much praise already for just shitting on the centerpiece rug thus far. It tied the room together, God dammit. It will be like mingling at a horrific muslim wedding, except with less cake. Hopefully slightly fewer drone strikes than a typical muslim wedding. You've definitely still got a way with words. Since I keep all of my various accounts pretty separated there's limitations on exactly how historical I'm willing to be. After a decade of going after insane, violent women I just an epiphany one morning and said, 'Your pussy isn't worth your mouth, keep the PS2 the kids like it, whatever.', turned off my phone, and just focused instead on watching my mom die horrifically from stage 4 cancer. That took a year, which I spent drinking a bit over half a gallon of liquor a week. Almost a year after she was buried I realized I probably still shouldn't be drinking half a handle of 100 proof a night so I just stopped, for no reason before there was any problems, and now I only get drunk 2-4 times a year randomly. The last decade I've turned down 4 easy lays because I'm just fucking done with people. A great lay is honestly not worth having to pay for it with a few hours of conversation, it's so fucking exhausting to have to speak to people like they're 10 years old, frightened and confused by even the alliterations I would have made as a teenager. My patience is like a gnarled, burned out matchstick. I couldn't make it through the fuckin tutorial of ruiner. I passed six separate background checks and I've been in the control room of a nuclear plant ~30 times. Pretty remarkable considering I just stopped going to my brain person entirely and totally quit all the pills, because fuck it, maybe it's better to be crazy than to sit there and slowly grow like a plant. Guess they were too busy trying to entrap retards into buying bombs. I've installed and repaired floors, I've sprayed pesticide, I've driven a carpet van, I threw a crack addict out of a gas station, I turned down a job that would pay more than twice what I make now because I'm fucking done being a supervisor and I don't fucking care about anyone's bullshit lives. One job I lost because I called the boss a belligerent, lazy dipshit who should try working for once in his life, and got everyone else to laugh at how pathetic of a person he is on my way out the door. I have too many anecdotes. So, after being 2 hours into cleaning the carpet at a bank with my boss, we step outside, cut the van, and I start having a smoke. Suddenly there's a manlet cop aiming a pistol at my face, and I smiled at him and asked, "Can I help you?" "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU GUYS DOING HERE?!" "The guys in carpet cleaner uniforms? In a carpet cleaner van? With carpet cleaning equipment going through the door to a wet carpet? Obviously I'm here to fix the refrigerator, dipshit, what the fuck do you think I'm doing here?" This led to my boss talking with the other cop and getting the work orders, and doing 10 minutes of phone tag, until the lady who shit her pants when she saw a carpet van remembered she ordered a carpet cleaning. The entire time I'm scrolling through a wall of gigantic hi-res tits on my phone, and every time I saw a nice set, I spun the phone around and showed them to the manlet cop, who was still just squatted down in a dragnet pose, waving a glock at my face with trembling hands. Once it was all sorted and they started to leave I called my boss and hit speakerphone. He answered immediately with, "Hey what's happening?" My response to him right in front of the cop, "Hi Mike I just had a dickless imbecile wave a pistol at me for 15 minutes, my workday is over, I'll talk to you tomorrow." I approached the other dude cop and asked, "Excuse me, geniuses, I'm not exactly down with the crimes but I've heard the phrase casing a bank. Is it called casing a bank when you're parked a the fucking front door for three hours in a uniform and work vehicle with a five foot logo on it?" "No that's not what that means." "Okay good to know, thanks. Have a nice day Barbara." They left, we gathered our shit, set the alarm wordlessly, left, and the first thing I said as I lit a cigarette on the drive back was, "Could you fucking imagine living life like that, completely dickless?" and my boss almost pissed himself laughing.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 22, 2021 15:42:44 GMT -5
Weird, I surely remember I've posted my answer but it's nowhere to be found... Anyway, lemme repeat myself: So the question about "where" is why did you jump on Kiwi farms? There are various reasons of both conscious and unconscious spectrum. I'm just fed up with all the shittery and rotting pits doomworld, zdoom and some doom related discord servers have become. Game community in general just doesn't hold its staples and credo anymore, all we have now are politics and real life shenanigans that have nothing to do with a game we all (probably were) connected trough. You may see that it's not that obvious on forums, but shall you enter discord servers of aformentioned sites? oh boy just be ready... Also it just gives me nostalgia for my youth and better times I had back then. When people weren't as softheaded and whiney as they are now. It all was just... better, because people actually had a common sense and were rational, unlike these damn days.
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Post by Lüt on Jul 22, 2021 17:29:34 GMT -5
Pffft, I'll have you know I've started more maps than he's ever finished. Would you like any help? Also hi Honestly, at this point, I probably should take some. But, looking down the forum index, it seems people here aren't too into Eternity, and since that's the one and only engine I map for anymore, I'm not sure it would be a good fit. Also hey. Hope you don't delete your account. Nah, I'm not into trashing thread displays and ruining search functionality. deadnail , you talk straight. I like it. Sorry for not knowing who you were, your post about "equity of income", "chasing comedians away with pitchforks" and the shit was fucking cool. Oh you don't know the half of it. His DW history was so extravagantly legendary that Zaldron and I were inexorably compelled to start an official deadnail fan club (not an official Deadnail fan club) to archive it all. But then he found the site before we finished it, so we just dropped it. I might still have the text laying around somewhere though... Lüt , about time someone like you came here. Few on DW would be that upfront. Yeah well, I don't care about inter-site drama or off-topic sideshows, I just want the most Doom content and the most discussion with people who are into it. Not that I ever have the time for what I want, but such is life these days. i figured the only way people would actually believe if it was me would be that i would have to make at least one schizopost unprompted. it's fair that people don't know my reputation the same way i have no idea who's who in the doom community post-2003 or so. i talked to dashevil about 7 or 8 years ago but really i've only kept in touch with like 4 people. i still talk to kat and freontrip every day, actually. Oh that reminds me, I made it through a bit more of those Metroid videos you sent. I'm about to the end of the first one now. Should move on to the second one in a year or two, and probably finish it by the end of the decade. I've still got the address to pass them on to when I'm done. Dash randomly messaged me about 2 years ago with an idea for a new prank WAD, but disappeared just as quickly, so... I guess he's doing fine? it's fucking weird but i've seen my posts show up on /vr/ 20 years later, unsure exactly how to feel about that. i assume that i really don't know anyone anymore because none of us are the same people we were 5 years ago, let alone 10, let alone 20, hell i might be three different people in the same hour depending on which pills i'm chewing. I'm still as stable in my instability as I've ever been, but I guess that's the benefits of chewing vitamins rather than pills. Hello dn! Hello all! Yes I have arrived. Send me thy printed word ya crass dunkard! Yon usicus - forsooth and hark everwhence! Also apologies, for I'm afraid I'm still using 2.5d after all these years. Your life continues to be more intriguing than any fiction I read. Question from the Americans, and probably the rest of the academic world: A3 is still an A, right? Anyway, no big blurb from me, I'll just say things have improved to the point that life's reached a perfect half-good half-shit balance. Glad to hear you're generally somewhat happy-ish. Also I'm interested in the book you edited, do let me know when it's out.
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Post by deadnail on Jul 22, 2021 19:27:10 GMT -5
Oh that reminds me, I made it through a bit more of those Metroid videos you sent. I'm about to the end of the first one now. Should move on to the second one in a year or two, and probably finish it by the end of the decade. I've still got the address to pass them on to when I'm done. people can find a sub 6 hour 100% of metroid prime on youtube pretty easily if they're interested. youtube became the place everyone puts all their game footage about a decade after i mailed those off. speaking of tapes most of us haven't actually had a vcr for over a decade now, heh. if you tell me you're still using windows xp i'm not sure how i could respond to that, other than bewilderment at it's weakness compared to the phone i'm typing this reply on during my lunch break. also didn't skillsaw just release a big episode for eternity? so at least one more person uses it than winxp.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 22, 2021 22:53:48 GMT -5
But, looking down the forum index, it seems people here aren't too into Eternity, and since that's the one and only engine I map for anymore, I'm not sure it would be a good fit. There was interest in finding out what Eternity can do better than other source ports - better as in mapping speed, representing complexity in-game by simple map actions in editor or whatever - but there wasn't a person who was capable of answering it. For example, we have Lobo who can tell us this about Edge engine: that a lot of effects, like sliding doors, true deepwater and so on is implemented via simple actions, new custom actions can be added by a text definition, etc. So you don't have to do polyobjects in map editor to have 3D effects in Edge, and the format is the same as basic Doom 2. If you can spare some time to explain the advantages of using an Eternity port, there will become more users of it here, because it definitely seems like there is something it does better else it wouldn't be in the making. By the way, is it a software port (not using hardware acceleration?) Cause my hardware is old, and effecient software implementation of 3D may be an advantage for people like me.
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Post by dmdr on Jul 23, 2021 1:47:22 GMT -5
@vigilantdoomer yeah Eternity is software. It has a lot of great features actually: + robust portals and polyobjects + slopes + UDMF support + ACS scripting + vanilla/demo compatible + EDF, decorate equivalent (a lot of stuff inherited from MBF and SMMU, plus then some) what it doesn't have is devs who care much about the user/mappers experience. For example, people have been complaining about the mouse code for ages, including eg. to me on Discord about 18 months ago, which is apparently a fixed problem: www.doomworld.com/forum/topic/120175-heartland-final-version-available-on-idgames/?page=5&tab=comments#comment-2270302(a couple other people mention the same thing in the thread) This isn't too bad by itself but it's weird that they don't just make the good settings that everybody likes the default. On the mapping side, features like slopes and UDMF and so forth have been extremely slow to be implemented (I think slopes are still being worked on, ie. they're visual only at the moment); more recently, it seems like UMAPINFO is still pending: github.com/team-eternity/eternity/issues/301no idea about eg. DEHEXTRA or MBF21 support. compare eg. Woof! which occupies a similar space as a vanilla-but-advanced port and is getting new features regularly (including DEHEXTRA, MBF21, UMAPINFO). At this rate Odamex will be a better proposition for modders than Eternity (it has slopes and ACS support already, a truecolour software renderer, possibly UMAPINFO already, and DEHEXTRA and MBF21 will be supported soon), and that's supposed to be an MP port.
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Post by deadnail on Jul 23, 2021 11:18:34 GMT -5
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Post by Deleted on Jul 24, 2021 13:11:45 GMT -5
looking down the forum index, it seems people here aren't too into Eternity, and since that's the one and only engine I map for anymore, I'm not sure it would be a good fit. I'm certainly willing to help change that if it's the case, given that i even started my own Eternity community project (which i might create a post here on the Doomer Boards if even a single person is interested, by the way!). Also i remember hearing about your project from Misty iirc, can't wait to see what it's like and play it eventually!!
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Post by good-old on Jul 24, 2021 13:20:16 GMT -5
always cool to see a "dead" member come back
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Post by Deleted on Jul 24, 2021 14:20:19 GMT -5
If you encounter an arch-vile, don't shoot him at the first chance. Tell him you are from doomer boards. If it's mine, you'll be ok. Otherwise... well, maybe he won't mess with doomer boards member just in case.
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Post by good-old on Jul 24, 2021 14:48:48 GMT -5
Thank fuck monsters don't infight arch viles XD
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Post by use3d on Jul 27, 2021 15:16:06 GMT -5
Hey use3d ! long time no see. Thank you 40oz! Nice little place you got here.
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