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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Mar 27, 2022 20:18:49 GMT -5
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Post by joe-ilya on Mar 27, 2022 21:43:56 GMT -5
Oh, you want instant effects?
Go to dark alley, find drug dealer, get high; emotional profit.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Mar 27, 2022 21:54:05 GMT -5
i dont have a drug dealer , if there are drug dealers here then i dont know any of them and i dont know how much the drugs cost and i think my parents wouldnt allow that
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Post by joe-ilya on Mar 27, 2022 21:54:45 GMT -5
Tough luck, guess you'll have to deal with real life.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Mar 27, 2022 21:56:03 GMT -5
is there other methods than drugs and killing myself to make the feelings go away
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Post by 40oz on Mar 28, 2022 7:59:03 GMT -5
is there other methods than drugs and killing myself to make the feelings go away That's a really difficult question, man. i know some full grown adults who are still searching and i don't have satisfying answers for them either. i think you've had a very confusing, difficult life and most people who haven't had it as bad are able to move on when sad things happen. These feelings are intense but for most people they are temporary and manageable. Instead of looking for a quick fix, you have to do a lot of introspection as to what exactly is triggering these feelings to arise in you in the first place and what can be done to reduce their intense effect on you. They are just 'feelings.' Your body is trying to tell you theres something about this it doesnt like. Youre supposed to listen to it. You may have to just sit in it and accept the feeling for what it is. It might be worth it to reduce your expectations. Making and keeping as many friends as possible seems like a really exhausting goal. Even the most popular youtube personalities, as many subscribers as they have, have also lost many in the process of gaining a net positive. i dont think its possible to the perfect friend for everyone even if you try your best at it. its a lot of maintenance to keep friendships alive and fruitful. You have to overexert yourself to make people (especially sad people) feel like youre a worthy friend to keep. And youll burn yourself out trying to do everything right all of the time. Its best to just pick a few people who seem to be available and just be a good friend towards them until its reciprocated. Sometimes it helps me to distort my perception of reality. When im feeling low, I just assume the worst in people. "Most people are selfish trash that dont give a fuck about anyone but themselves. Theres so much more cool and interesting shit on the internet, theres no way anyone will give a shit about me. Everyone is too busy with their own shit that no one ever has any time for me at all. No one cares about me or what I have to say so if theyre gonna listen, i better make it good because this may be the only time im heard." If you can convince yourself that is true, then when someone does respond in your thread or plays your map, it will feel like an amazing gift. "Holy shit, that person was interested in something i did/wrote! They took the time out of their busy schedule to transmit thoughts into text and send it to me. Dude thats awesome!" I would seriously advise against drugs or alcohol as these will cover up the feelings briefly, but the feelings do find a way to creep through eventually and you wont be able to enjoy it for as long or at all. The feelings HAVE to be dealt with.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Mar 28, 2022 18:06:59 GMT -5
okay so i feel terrible when i feel lonely and i notice that no one is talking to me so i start to try to talk to some one and i just start to feel really horrible
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Post by Deleted on Apr 3, 2022 7:20:59 GMT -5
I must have slept almost the entire of yesterday. I think I have a breakthrough depression. The antidepressants i have been taking everyday since half a year into "pandemic response" shit are no longer enough. They're expensive, however, and I totally don't want to increase the dose although I might need to. Dunno what to do. Have to keep post-poning work from one day to another because no energy to be anywhere else rather than in bed.
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Post by Gokuma on Apr 3, 2022 7:51:51 GMT -5
Antidepressants should only be a temporary kickstarter if anything and not a long time term attempt at a solution. You don't want your body to be dependent on them while it loses its ability to create its own dopamine or is badly inhibited. Of course Big Pharma, some of the biggest tyrants today, and doctors getting kickbacks don't care and want their steady income.
I don't know exactly what to do, but it seems you have to work towards solving the root of the problem rather than treating the symptoms. It may be events out of your control, but getting outside to natural areas helps if there are any around. Any nice lakes or rivers? Amazing architecture somewhere? And exercise. Riding a bike, climbing trees, doing martial arts, even just learning tai chi or something from videos (the real tai chi is some amazing powerful stuff when you understand it and get some flow down). PM me if you want more specific martial art recommendations. Eating more natural foods helps too. Really processed stuff with awful chemical and synthetic ingredients screws people up. Even all those artificial colors they load up stuff with causes psychotic behavior in kids, compounded by whole many different ones they combine at once. Boycott anything with high fructose corn syrup, the carcinogenic artificial sweeteners, and avoid MSG/MonosodiumGlutemate & its variations.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Apr 4, 2022 9:36:49 GMT -5
how can i make my self to stop feeling terrible , when certain persons start to talk to me ? because some one , who used to be my friend always is on the doomerboards forums and he was friends with me me until one day he stopped bheing friends with me and when i see his name on thej forum i start to feel terrible anmd he wrote a reply to a post i made and i feel really horrible , and i feel unable to reply to his reply to my post , i feel really terrible and i cant talk to him , i did not expect him to reply to me and it really feels terrible. i cant take this any more. it hurts just really much and i dont know how i can be able to process this. and he does not want to be friends any more , and i just dont understand why and when i read his forum name any where it just hurts really much to read the name and its just terrible , and i cant even talk to him or respond to him even if he replies to any thing i wrote. can some one please tell me how i can process this because i think i cant take this any more.
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Post by 40oz on Apr 4, 2022 9:50:41 GMT -5
ive had people come and go in my life. It does suck. If there are people whose presence is making it difficult for you to enjoy this forum, you may need to use the block member button just for your own peace.
Keep in mind the forum will cover their posts with the option to view it if you absolutely need to, but youll have to be diligent about not clicking on it when you are this aware of how reading their posts makes you feel.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Apr 4, 2022 10:11:56 GMT -5
okay. but its very hard for me to do that. because i blocked some people of this forum before and nowadays i feel terrible and bad because i did that so it would be very difficult for me to do that now. and what if i block him and he changes his mind and says to me that he wants to be friends but i blocked him and because of that he would feel bad ?
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Post by Deleted on Apr 10, 2022 2:31:41 GMT -5
Positive things report: I feel much less distressed as of the recent few days. I have cancelled anti-histamines (seems like I can go without them for a while, and I also afraid of developing glaucoma, will need to see doctor to check up my eyes), and I also released something doom-wise (nodebuilder) and started my own forum, which feels great. I still need to take things from Gokuma's advice (thanks dude btw), but at least I am in a better mood and can now see why people perceived me as much less stable than hitherto for a while - yes, I was under a lot of distress, and some of it may have been meds related, or due to lack of achievements. (I think actually both, I was having a sort of brain fog when waking up during period where I was taking anti-histamines. I also was taking them for a rather long time). So, addressing no one in particular but just whoever is reading this, take cue that no matter how shitty do you feel and how shitty the events in the world are, eventually you'll see better days.
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Post by kvsari on Apr 10, 2022 6:44:46 GMT -5
[...] So, addressing no one in particular but just whoever is reading this, take cue that no matter how shitty do you feel and how shitty the events in the world are, eventually you'll see better days. That's very true. Glad to hear that you're feeling better in general.
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Post by Gokuma on Apr 10, 2022 11:39:00 GMT -5
Welcome dude! Glad you're doing better
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on May 7, 2022 15:07:49 GMT -5
how can i convince my parents so that i can go to my grandparents , i feel lonely and sad
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Post by Gokuma on May 7, 2022 16:47:15 GMT -5
Say, "Hey, can we go visit grandma and grandpa?"
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Post by joe-ilya on May 7, 2022 17:13:58 GMT -5
Bribe them.
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Post by dn on May 7, 2022 17:35:38 GMT -5
Why the fuck would your parent be against you seeing their parents?
I need context.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on May 7, 2022 17:48:21 GMT -5
because we have to take a plane
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Post by joe-ilya on May 7, 2022 18:14:08 GMT -5
Flying over for week or two to your grandparents isn't going to solve your loneliness, sadness, etc.
Just go outside to a public place to find a friend; there's parks, schools, libraries, etc. If you still can't find friends, don't give up and keep going, it doesn't matter if it takes your entire life, you go to public places and try to find friends. Sitting at home going crazy with imaginary friends and enemies is going to screw up your adult life after you're 18, you need to take action now! You only have 2 years to figure out your life.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on May 8, 2022 3:30:43 GMT -5
but what if i can live with them , and how can i talk to the people in the parks ? because they were annoyed when i talked to them
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Post by joe-ilya on May 8, 2022 6:25:17 GMT -5
Flying over to live with your grandparents is your parents' decision until you're 18, you'll have to wait until then.
Keep trying to find friends, you'll eventually find someone who isn't going to be annoyed by you, you're going to get rejected many times, but you can't stop trying to find someone else.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on May 8, 2022 14:20:48 GMT -5
okay
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Jun 9, 2022 18:38:06 GMT -5
was 2002 better than 2022 ?
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