Sarais vs. The World

Anyone with any fucking shred of common sense can tell that sarais is a doofus and exhibits signs of mental instability. No idea why some people are insistent on giving drama obsessed fools who are nothing but a hindrance to this community second/fifth/hundredth chances. Remove this cyst and be done with it already, Christ's sake.

"THEY KNOW, SHUT IT DOWN!"

Click back a couple of threads and you'll see me posting pictures of my inital drafts and fuckery with trying to get a door to work. You'll also see my DRLA BTSX playthrough in images.

They refuse to communicate on our level.
So we'll communicate on theirs.

Sarias the only person who believes anything you say is you. All of your drama and bickering with people has one constant: you. This is classic narcissism in a nutshell - you blame the rest of the world for your problems, invent wild conspiracy theories, and truly honest to god believe them - and because they are so heinous and horrible you live in a very horrible world indeed - one that you created for yourself.

I'd invite you to take a moment and substitute your own name on all these posts with the name and avatar of a complete stranger, and pretend that the person saying those things is not you. I think you'd be horrified - not just with what happened here, but the things you say on Twitter and on other Doom sites. Unfortunately, while I'd invite you to do that I am not sure you have the mental capacity to do so. Prove me wrong though - this is one instance where I'd love to be wrong.

People aren't dog piling you just to bully you and make you commit suicide. They're doing it because you did something HORRIBLE and they're calling you out on it. Threatening Xaser that something bad is going to happen to him for whatever the hell he did - I don't have any clue what that could possibly be, he's one of the nicest guys in the whole community and he's usually the one who's above nearly all of the bullshit that ever happens - that was seriously fucked up. That's why people are pissed at you right now. You might think "oh well he deserves it" - trust me buddy, you deserve a whole lot more - and you're not going to get it, you know why? Because all it does is continue this cycle of hatred and narcissism and hyperbole to the point where there's no end.

If you want to be the better person, Sarias, I think you should apologize for what you said to Xaser, try to make amends with everyone else (especially Jimmy and Bouncey), and just be the better person and learn to turn the other cheek. This cycle of negativity that you've trapped yourself in is going to kill you eventually - I am not joking. It's a roller coaster and there's a point where you'll fly off if you don't stop. You might think that's for the better but trust me, it's not.

I don't really have a dog in this fight, other than you hurting someone who I care about - but otherwise I could give a fuck less about you and what you do. The choice is your's. This could be an opportunity of growth and finally an escape from all this misery in your life and start doing something positive with it, or it could be a ticket in deeper and deeper until it spirals out of control.

*something something poking your fingers in your ears*

This is precisely what they want me to do anyway. But I'm not going to just lay down and take it. They know nothing about me, nor my true behaviors outside of these events. They don't care. They're just in it for the lulz and control of the community.

If you experienced things from my position, if you had my memories, if you walked a mile in my shoes, you would know the truth, instead of the deception you are sowing.

Xaser would tell you to put a tower in your map duh, do you even know about the people yoir ranting about? Of course you fucking don’t, everything’s about you bro. Stop cunting it up, I looked the other way when you came back here and were strictly posting maps and stuff about mapping, but enough is enough bro. Hopefully one day you’ll grow up to be the kind of cunt that really fucking regrets everything he’s posted in the community, because when that very day of realisation hits you’ll obviously have learned a thing or two. Now stop cunting up the place cunt!

Wow, and here I was about to say you lost any moral high ground you might have had in that memorial thread... but this is just upsetting.

Think what you want of me. But it will come to light that I am the one in the right. I warned jimmy about laser-guided karma. And lo and behold, it hit him, The date of It's death cannot be coincidental. I will not be, for I am the defender in all of these situations, they the aggressor.

You're even discussing it in secret now on what to do next.

Typical. They cannot stop themselves from their behavior on the /vr/ boards. They even have the same behavior, responces, and typing mannerism.

You still don't have proof and evidence of your claims, either, so how hillariously hypocritical for you to ask me for evidence when you cannot do the same for the following and try to simply brush it under the rug:

Ban Evasion - Literally never happened.
Faking a Suicide - Never happened

Editing a girl's sprite to piss herself - Also never happened- especially when it was more than likely part of a skins wad made by SANDERSON CALLUM.
Shitting up the /vr/ Doom Threads - I very actively report shitposts in the general, so this isn't so. Yet, they're fully free to shitpost without consequence? That sounds like blatant favoritism.
Namedropping - It's an anonymous image board. Anybody can do this; I don't.

Terminus's hit-and-run single post tactic is further proof of his guilt, and his attempts to cover things up via deflecting away from his accusations upon me.

You know I'm right. This is why you're pulling out every stop you have. This is why you made accounts to this board specifically for this topic alone, so that you could harass me and try and cover things up. Your actions betray you.

Doesn't matter what I do or say. Your actions and rehearsed copy-paste speeches will always be the same regardless. They always have been. Even if my creations were flawless in all ways, the best doom had ever seen, you would be doing this exact same behavior. This is orchestrated.