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Every day should be Halloween. Yay spooky day!

Got banned from DW, haven't posted in over a year lolololololol
The portuguese sausage man legit got butthurt over me having a little fun and renaming myself to BigDickBzzrak lol. Ling dude I know you're reading this, no need to get salty when we all know you were twice as immature back in the day. Probably jealous of me having a big dick as well, not trynna brag here but that's how it is.
At least I'm assuming that's the reason, I was given no explanation, but I really don't care about videogames anymore, haven't really for close to 3 years now. This is actually the most invested I've felt about anything remotely videogame related since...... yeah.....
But hey, at least I got proper banned, with the text under my username and everything.

Anyway I've decided that I might make a map in 2020 but idk yet not sure, as they say, might delete later
I tried making a map maybe 2 months ago but I couldn't think of anything, I guess you've gotta play Doom in order to be able to make good maps, which is... too much man. Too much.

I miss back when I played games. I played through HL2 the other week, I liked it a lot and spent a lot of time in front of the computer but... that's not it, you feel me?

Ugh, I really don't know, life's kinda dull right now. I don't really hang out with people much, not sure why. I feel super tired all the time, like not mentally tired but physically. Mentally I feel pretty good, about as good as ever, even though the loneliness and stuff gets to me sometimes. At least I'm going home in a bit less than 2 weeks. I can't wait to have someone else make me food. I miss my friends a bit, even though you really do drift away from a lot of people when you're not together all the time. Is that normal? I don't know. I don't know a lot of stuff, as a matter of fact.

On the plus side my exams are starting pretty soon, I get to chill a bit.
Did I mention I landed a job? YEAH! Can you imagine, I'll work as a translator FROM MY NATIVE LANUAGGE?????????? HOW COOL IS THAT! The pay kicks ass too, 8€ or $10 per hour. That's just about 7-8 times more than minimum wage in my country, and about 2,5x more over here. Pretty neat, I'm gonna be making quite a bit of $$$ if everything goes along well.

Yeah I guess that's about it for today. As always, my blog posts are an unstructured mess, but hey have some understanding, this is the only community on the internet anymore where I mean something. I also shitpost on reddit but that's a bit different isn't it?

Got mine first lmao

doomwiki.org/wiki/Josh_Baker_(mrthejoshmon)

I think it's cool that they are adding discographies of people's maps (mapographies?) and I appreciate it.

Grading for my latest university essay: apparently I have a "cavalier disregard for proper academic form" and promptly got fucked out of ten marks for my numerous transgressions.

The good news is that my portfolio managed to score 56 out of a possible 60, so they can all wrap their tongues around my big purple cavalier helmet. Savour the flavour, bitches.

Fuck, guys, can anyone who has a working dw account tell the guy from the thread above to dm me? The dw assholes have bullied him into quitting and I sure as hell could use the money

Bugmenot is down too!!

Edit: fuck it made q throwaway and pm'd the guy.

Lmao I'd get more for making a map, trust me I've tried XD

Yeah, not just that but everyone on dw seems just unnecessarily cruel.
They really seem to get very butthurt anytime money is involved, I don't know why. Like people have been making money off that shit since forever (final doom, perdition's gate, action doom etc), but apparently if you're a random and not a part of the cool kids clique or a community idol it's "ILLEGAL" lmao. Remember the guy that gave out rewards for beating his level? Goddamn, the shitstorm.
Also the sheer number of people that partook in cyber bullying the poor guy is just horrible, and he seems to be like 15 or something. The entire fucking forum banded up to make fun of him, it's mostly even grown ass men posters.
Shit man, doomworld's just kinda really pathetic at this point. This is a new low even for them. Everything went to shit since I had stopped posting I swear LMAO. It has become a very very unfriendly place for newcomers.
But hey, I guess that's how we all grew up, eh?

Typing all this out even made me feel a bit guilty for wanting to profit off the kid but hey, he's offering and I'm not being an asshole about it, right??
Man imagine getting 25 bucks for making a few maps. I could order a massive pizza, have it delivered to my dorm, and stuff my face, TWICE. If commissioning maps were common, you can bet I'd be mapping my ass off. Yeah it's shallow but what can you do.

dude's just lazy, the ripping was well deserved tbh

enjoy your pizzas

nothing wrong with razzing on lazy people either. That's literally the same as people giving dominos shit for making shitty pizza lol.

Sounds epic.

so I'm sitting here having had my wisdom teeth removed yesterday and not really being able to sleep, and I'm sorry to say that the internet really isn't very interesting any more (if it ever was, which I doubt, although it was all a bit new and exciting way back when). I should read a book but currently I'm reading China : a short cultural history by C.P. Fitzgerald and am I really in a state to comprehend discussions of T'ang Dynasty art and philosophy right now, a topic which I know exactly 0 about? no I am not. I wish I'd kept some trashy novels but I donated them all to charity when I moved. Oh and they gave me what amounts to super panadol for pain relief so I can't even get high.

tl;dr wah wah wah I'm bored

I need to start reading again ffs, I feel how I turn into more of an autist with every passing day. In maybe a year I'll be literally medically retarded.

Also today marks 4 years since I registered on coomworld lol