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Other than that, I am on a crazed drawing spree these days, I barely pay attention to lectures at college, luckily I have some semblance to ask from my colleagues their notebooks in order to copy notes... during the 15 minute breaks. Its not like I am even trying to bother, I am just doodling random crap and experimenting a lot; today I made a OC of a "italian girl" which was real prone to making wild gestures and expressions, including the infamous italian hand sign which memes were made of. Don't have the name for the cheery lass, but I wanna include her in one of my original stories and whatnot; simply too "passionate" to drop as a model (unlike the older OC from my high school days which is just a model these days). Would post a pic but I am a bit tired atm and the whole process of taking the pic and sharing it to the laptop with bluetooth and all that crap takes a bit of forever (or I am just impatient). Other than that, subscribed to an artist on youtube who gives great tips on how to draw, learned a lot really, and I found it really flattering to know that I have already overcame a lot of "symptoms" newbies have to deal with: Same-Face-Symptom, hiding (not drawing) hands and arms, drawing only one eye, stuff like that. I managed to overcome most, if not all of that by now, and a lot of other artists complimented me on my character designs (often looking as the type of personality I gave them), and my only real issue is organization; I am dedicating WAAAY too much time to making practice sketches and shit, and instead of going onto a art project, like a good ole italian-manga comic mashup, I am letting all the ideas cook in my head while redrawing same shit over and over, occasionally making a mecha or a gun or something cool (learned how to make FPS stuff ). A lot of people are asking me if I am doing anything of a project, and I have been asked by a lot of people to make stuff for them; something I would gladly fullfill, but I wanna make the cool stuuuuuufff *never does the cool stuff and just lets it cook*

I suck at being an artist.

Other other than that, feeling a bit weird these days; first I had a small case of nausea at the beginning of this week, felt real spinny, was afraid it was either cancer or a blood clot or something third; went away after a nap. Was I exhausted? Either way, I found out I had some expired yogurt in the fridge, I might had accidentally ate a cup and didn't notice. I also had fried fish for dinner at college; I don't like fish, and I felt a bit dizzy after finishing it, might had been the cause of the spinniness; not served properly? Either way, not going to touch fish at college anymore. Or anywhere else but home for that in regards, I hate seafood and I hate fish, I'm a bloody slavic squatting bear clad in Adidas, I don't need to eat fish all the time (only at Fridays, because all-year-lent and stuff we Catholics do). Ever since the spinny shit happened, I have carefully treaded and re-evaluated my life style, and decided to slow down the shit a bit, and to try and wrestle in the most sleeping hours I can get. I failed miraculously of course... Didn't get a 8-hour-er in so long, always either 6-hour-ers or 7-hour-ers. Fuck. I will fix it this weekend.

I found out that my sleeping schedule was shifted a bit: I go to sleep at midnight and wake up at 7 or 8 in the morning. As we all know, this is bad behavior, and I should long to correct that mistake, and in the near future, start going to bed early and waking up early. Wow, I am a fucking heretic with that.

Also, more workout; another reason I am looking forward to countryside, my grandma has me sitting and lying in this bed whenever I am not going to college ("SON ITS FOOCKEN COLD GET UNDER THOSE COVERS NOW!!!1" - my grandma, 1800 - 22XX ), and I feel like I am rotting myself when I am inside the house for so long, and whenever I am sitting at college. I want to scale mountains! I want to dash through the forests again! I want to find new viewing spots! I wanna move! How hard it is to move for me? Apparently a lot, if I want to dodge diseases and cold and whatever, lawling at my grandma taking a shit on our genetics. My family stronk, we can and often endure through a lot of shit from all fronts, and we have good immunity to everything except... well, maybe to sugar (diabetes and shit can happen to those who care not), but heck, what might crush other peoples' lives, we just walk through it like Kenshiro through falling skyscrapers. Who is she to tell me to fear the cold?!

Well, she is babushka after all. Fuck.

Nevermind, tomorrow is Friday, tomorrow I am going home for the weekend, and it will be awesome to do something except DRAW ALL THE TIME FFS I AM GETTING SICK OF DRAWING. I WILL STOP DRAWING just as when this concept I have in my mind is fina--NO.

Rant time over.