Doom community happenings

Honestly, I wouldn't have leaked this if I wasn't so tired of getting reminded that this smug circle jerk and these people exist every few weeks for the last year whenever there's an especially spergy/cruel conversation about my friends and myself here... I'm tired of this... I'm tired of hearing how "irredeemable" we are... I'm tired of being slandered as being alt right and I can't ignore that what they're advocating for behind the scenes will limit the audience for mappers and will starve the potential mapping pool so that less new mappers and players will find out about the monthly projects hosted here (as if you aren't already doing enough by spying and blackballing this place by recruiting and "warning" newer mappers who sign up here to stay away with misinformation in the first place)..

If Ling decides to delete the threads, fine.. that's his forum, but at the end of the day Maecaek, Grain of Salt (Fu is Grain of Salt, btw), Fisk and co; you're behaving like such a bunch of petty and spiteful kids for lobbying for such a thing.. what is with all this vitriol towards 40oz? He's never spoken about any of you this way yet you've dehumanized him to the point where his status is beneath that of vermin, where he's literally walking Encyclopedia Dramatica incarnate with no redeeming qualities who hasn't done a good thing in his life and everything he says is in bad faith and everything he thinks is bad, every attempt at black humor he makes is taken at face value.. why do you carry on when he doesn't post there anymore and when he's apologized repeatedly for things he's done over a year ago? You've got such a low image of him that if a Doomworlder makes a subpar map in one of your glorious "1 map in 1 hour" projects it's called a speedmap, but if he designs a 7 map project in a month featuring carefully selected custom textures and music based around a central theme, featuring authors from Valkiriforce, Supercupcaketactics, noisyvelvet, Phobus, anonimvio to joe-ilya as well as designing 3-4 of his own maps, then he's spamming wads... and as if accusing his posts to be done in bad faith wasn't bad enough.. now you're accusing his maps be made in bad faith... just... fucking... lol... look at yourself Maecaek you cold blooded psychopath.. you do realize that 40oz is still a human being with all the shit you're lobbing at him.. right?

Every single person involved in this chatlog, btw; thanks for contributing to destroying a great game with your grandiose sense of moral superiority, your self righteousness, your elitism, your subversive and counter productive underhanded vendetta and your overcompensating for your lack of personality with your gimmick of being an activist.. because activism and wokeness really needs to be shoehorned into a gaming community surrounding an ancient niche game! Seriously.. this would be the best way to destroy a community if the goal of the community was.. I dunno.. aimed at making good and varied content and keeping the actual game alive? It's such a shame that the forum direction is getting steered in the direction it is because of the kind of people in this chatlog... also stop with that fucking garbage that you don't want alt righters and Nazis there, because there's literally no "alt righters" or "Nazis" that you've banned.

I'm not so sure I'd have invested so much time in a community if I knew that it'd be infiltrated by snakes like Maecaek who puts on a respectable face in public and then turns into a vitriolic, vindictive and spiteful prick when he thinks no one is looking.. imagine being a "Doomer" lobbying for perfectly fine and well received bite sized mapsets to get taken off the site or "scrubbed" of any context.. who makes a gimmick mapset based purely on using the ugliest texture possible for mappers to flex and practice their skills and then having the nerve to say that 40oz's maps aren't proper maps and that "the place shouldn't be advertised to"... just... who do you think you are that you can decide such a thing, anyone knows that linking a project to it's origin is common courtesy and good etiquette if it's posted by a third neutral party, and that in doing so gives context to the project. Said context shouldn't be redacted just because some narcissist thinks thinks a bunch of people are beneath him.

You've already proven yourselves to be slanderous liars by trying to double down on "alt right" forum, anyway.. so why not tell us all about how 40oz totally runs around swinging that banhammer and smashes Xenos scum with it, such a hypocrite! He banned a guy that Ling banned 40oz for not banning quick enough.. a guy whom 40oz exchanged multiple pms with to try get him to change his behaviour along with an entire forum trying to tell him what he was doing wrong, the kind of guy that if someone brought up in a hypothetical against 40oz's initial statement at the time any sane person would laugh and call it a strawman... a guy who was celebrating someone else dying in a memorial thread, who used said death and our platform as a means to try torment a prominent, well respected and crucial member of the Doom community who contributed an invaluable amount to Doom and accused him of murder... and even if the person Sarais was harassing was the opposite of how I described him, we'd still have banned him because no one should have to endure the kind of creepy stalking and bullying Sarais was doing, especially after losing someone that was dear to them... no one on Doomer Boards deserved to witness this creepy behaviour and it was ruining the atmosphere of the forum. If we didn't ban him you'd be harping on about 40oz keeping him... just like you were doing right up until 40oz banned him. He ended up banning Sarais when the guy Sarais was victimizing told 40oz in a PM that he was starting to worry about his safety all while myself, dn and a few others in a private chat were putting 40oz under extreme durress to make an exception. It was the ethical thing to do. I can't believe I actually have to explain this, I can't believe looking out for Doomworld member could be twisted into a bad thing. Giving someone who lost someone dear to him peace of mind... "Nice1 lol".

Other than that, 40oz banned a troll account that was breaking the terms of service for this site by impersonating a Doomworld member as well as a troll account that signed up specifically to flood the forum with sexual content (violating ToS for this site) with thread titles that were slandering Doomworld moderators with accusations of rape (again, violating ToS for this site).. will someone please think of the troll accounts!

If you're really going to attack someone for abusing the banhammer then you're going to have to try harder than that, desu.


This post means a lot to me, so no.. thank YOU.. and well, even if I do get banned... I really don't want anything to do with people who have one face in public and another in private, so I'm happy showing my contempt for them in the open and will accept the consequences.


Except for the fact that it's often whoever is in the chat at any given moment who gossips like this whenever the topic is brought up, and it's been ongoing almost nonstop for ages now... they've done case studies on almost everyone including yourself, Joe Ilya, Memfis and Glen..

You are right, though in that there's a lot of great people that post on the forum exclusively, and some that use Discord, though... and the mapset had a warm reception afterall, it's why it'd be a pity if the elitists in this chat log get more influence than they deserve.


haha, well if you want to know what the context was, it was your upload to Idgames over here..



Because no one ever shitposts in their idgames uploads, ever... you're supposed to take that textfile 100% serious, no one has ever wrote "insects, beetles, butterflies, ants" under "known bugs", ever. 100% serious stuff! Take everything at face value. I also like how Dildomaster666 projected "666" on your name.. his perception of you says more about him than it does about you.

Case studies? Now my interest is peaked, what could possibly even be in said case studies? This sounds so incredibly lame it actually doubled back and became amazingly interesting in terms of the level of cringe I experienced just thinking about it.

I kind of want to know what is in those "case studies", what kind of autism is this? That is so next level loser that I have reserved my place in my home made noose just for them because they clearly need it more than me (that's a joke, obviously).

No no no... it's not collecting data or anything, I'm just being cynical with the spastic way a name gets brought up and discussed, it's bizarre seeing people you don't know sharing their opinion of you.. that's all.

There's enough lines on anyone to fill 40 pages.. trust me.

I've told you before but I'll say it again: I <3 u deathevo :-) Thank you for your post, you redeemer of the faith you. I'm also touched that those cunts care enough to shittalk my cunty self like I'm something special. I'm not sure about the "good" side of Marcaek: I don't frequent discords and ircs and such so I rely on what is on forums to determine the character and personality of community members, and going by that Marcaek has always been a top notch first class cunt with no redeeming features, especially his maps. Fuck his maps suck so much and bore me to tears. His maps give me the impression that he hates everyone and enjoys their suffering. I enjoy to press F10 and Y mere seconds into his maps.

We shall be evermore courageous! Stand tall and proud and come out of every hardship stronger than you were before!! o>

[11:56 AM] esselfortium: "from your friends"

[11:56 AM] esselfortium: no, fuck you


Here's my response to Esselfortium.

Warm regards,
- The Doomerboards community

No probs bro! I appreciate the way you can see through bullshit and describe it in the way things actually are. I’m not sure about the death part, but you definitely evoke clarity. Keep keeping it real yo

About the deleted post, and I definitely don’t want to take credit here, just present a timeline: post was made. Roughly 15 minutes later I posted that screen cap. Maybe another 15 minutes after that but not much more, that post was history and dildohead was calling himself a retard. Dildohead’s post in chat log suggests his post was edited for him. GoS usual mode of operation is to blank out her posts with a period. Facts. Draw your conclusions.

I’ll go first: someone with admin/mod powers over there didn’t want GoS stirring up shit out of basically nowhere in a thread that had already peacefully existed for almost 3 weeks. Valkiriforce innocently popped his head up there to mention that his map had the wrong music and he had reuploaded Circle of Caina to Doomshack to remedy the issue. Shitfest then begins, and the BoredOfThoseTypeOfDoomers crew (that’s us, hi Ma!) lived happily ever after.

Yeah I'd have loved to visit there; must've been fun!

My gossip-ish ass simply feels compelled to ask, did I ever draw their attention?

...also why are YOU in their irc chat? Maybe you're a dOuBlE aGeNt??????

UHHHH quote is directed at deathevokation, ProBoards sucks

If any of you are interested in the Doom wiki (.ORG, not the wikia thing), here's a month in review.