To mod or not to mod?

Look, I never played any of your mods and it's unlikely I ever will. I don't have time to play everything that comes out, and Aliens have not really been my favorite thing im games (although the movies were enjoyable).

But, honestly, if you like what you do - would you really give up because of one allegedly bad project? Maybe you're just a bit tired / burnt out? Take some time off and come back to it if you feel like it.

It's not your job, you don't owe it to anyone. Do what's fun for you, and chances are - there will be others who appreciate it.

dbp48 is coherent STYLE
I make doom things to raise my mood a bit each time I see that somebody plays what I've made. I'm used to escape from reality this way.

It gives a feel that I make creative things and not like waste my time while I live without my social and economical growth. Might explain that later, gotta go sleep lol

i did! ;-)

When i read your posts like this it makes me feel like i set you up to experience all this self-doubt.

Your aliens TC projects are really good, but DBP has a different fanbase with limited crossover.

Theres people who still like classic doom, and theres other people who see it as a baseline engine to build entirely new games with.

I think your Aliens TC really resonates with people who want new indie-style shooter games based on the Doom engine, and the people who like the past 47 DBPs really just wanted classic doom with good maps in it because thats what it has been for that many iterations. So people who thought they were getting what they expected from the DBP brand name were not cool with what came out of it.

I dont think that makes you less of a creator. Did you have a good reputation with everyone when you made Aliens TC? If what you make is cool then people will play it. The works speaks for itself.

The part i feel shitty about is that I didnt know you were going to experience such adversity both during and after the project. I didnt know some of the people ive been working with on these projects were such shit-asses. I havent experienced them being shitty like that to me up to that point and it tells me that their respect for me (if we can call it that) is extremely conditional. It makes my working relationship with many of these people very uncomfortable.

I feel lucky that it hadnt happened to me but gutted that you got thrown under the bus so bad that you had to spend most of the month fighting off all the people arguing with you, and pretty much losing a bunch of DBP's usual support. There was just no way the project was gonna go anywhere when so many people were using the thread to clown on you and effectively discourage others from being a part of it.

ok, you won, i didn't finished it. ;-) but you're in a good company, i'm mostly not finishing anything these days.


p.s.: btw, DPB48 was fun. but 40oz is right, it was something i didn't expected from DBP project. and tbh, i don't think that many people will participate (and it's not a good idea, i believe), but i often want to see two DBPs: one with strictly limit-removing maps, and one where any kind of weird mod creativity is not only allwed, but encouraged,

Kontra you are so fucking pathetic. I really don't have a more respectful way of saying, despite all my attempts to come up with one. I wish I had as little self-awareness as you. You're 40 years old vagueposting trying to make us feel bad for calling out your immature ass half a year ago. A message from the guy that announces on here every time he shaves his asshole - grow the fuck up. Or get off whatever drugs you're on - that seems like the more applicable advice.

Nobody gives a shit whether you continue to make your shitty mods. If you want to - make them, if you don't - don't. That's the only thing that matters. You already know that and you aren't actually asking for our opinion, hence this post.

I last shaved my asshole November 11th.

One thing that's good that came from all of this fiasco was a culling of the flock.

Ultimately, DBP48 lead to some bans, people leaving, and revelations of agendas. Ultimately, it was a good thing.

DBP48 is like Eazy-E, it's identity by itself causes violence.

Xeep, you're a simple man, so I don't take your words to heart.

40oz it led to showing you what others thought. I also showed that some people had plans to usurp this place.

I think having no filter in my responses was also not helpful. calling people cocksuckers, retards, degenerate freaks, and what not.

It started off with experimenting how far I could go with that approach. I remember calling someone a "fucking cocksucker", which initially was welcomed with some hehs.

But after the 2nd or 3rd time, everyone starting getting mad at me.

Btw, It's all good.

I think it has more to do with a conforming mass mobilization of autistic response to noxious stimuli.

Come on dude, this doesn't make you a manchild?:

I hosted the first Doomer Boards community effort, had a minor role in the best total conversion in the last 10-15 years, contributed to a fair number of community and speedmap projects, led one for a while until I got banned from doomworld, developed an authentic mapping style and made a few maps in it, discovered a new vanilla editing trick. Did you think I'm here just to post about my anus or something?

I think everyone here, by virtue of the fact of being a part of this community is somewhat of a manchild. I've already checked all of the boxes that society deems as being a mature and responsible adult for people my age. So I don't have any shame or regrets in my life.

But in all honesty, I didn't even know you did any of that because 99% of the time you are shitposting.

Also, best total conversion in the last 10-15 years? Which one is that? Because last time I checked I played a major role in one too.

The only mod that actually matters is Corruption Cards. Nothing will ever top that one.

SilverMiner www.doomworld.com/forum/topic/94606-horizon-effect-in-vanilla-only/

It's so fucking cool that there's only one source port that renders it correctly and even that's Doom Legacy. Not even Crispy Doom does.

Ha, it was you, I saw that post years ago, and remember that tag 999 to these days (I remember I succeeded making a horizon in a zimmer1 box, not sure any such horizon exists in my 2017-2018 maps tho)