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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Apr 4, 2022 13:29:55 GMT -5
i always wondered how some one would kill them selves. i mean its a really interesting topic and i dont ask because i want to do that. i am just asking for fun and bceause of curiosity and because i would really love to study this topic. it is very interesting and curious , i mean killing yourself is so dumb , i would never do that. but i really want to study this because it would be veryinteresting to understand why some one would do this. i mean its so stupid who would even do that ? i would not do that even if i kinew. so i would love to have a great and interesting and informative discussion about how killing your self would really work. and im just asking for fun so you can tell me everythingf. i just want to study this topic out of interestest.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Apr 4, 2022 13:33:00 GMT -5
you also can tell me every thing you know about this in a private message because i would love to be able to study it.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Apr 4, 2022 14:06:27 GMT -5
humans also dont have a soul so i will not have an after life and i will not be punished or have consequences right ? i mean if some one did that they would not feel consequences or punishment for killing themselves , right ? i mean humans dont have a soul and the brain stops working. i mean it would not be pussible to be punished in a different dimension for it right ? they would be in eternal nothing ness and never feel terrible again , right ? i mean it would be just nothing. thats not so bad i mean you couldnt be punished if its true. so what do you think , would you be punished or not ?
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Apr 4, 2022 14:23:26 GMT -5
if they kill them selves and have an after life will the people say sorry to him when they also join the afterlife and tell them that they want to be friends with him , and are they going to be friends forever ?
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Post by dn on Apr 4, 2022 16:12:38 GMT -5
Just hold your breath for a really long time.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Apr 4, 2022 16:15:12 GMT -5
how long
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Apr 4, 2022 16:15:45 GMT -5
i decided not to do that because i talked to one of my friends. so you dont have to tell me any more. sorry
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Post by xeepeep on Apr 4, 2022 17:01:01 GMT -5
Are you really gonna kill yourself because vigilant doomer doesn't like you? Cmon man.
Also holding your breath won't work, because your brain's monkey parts responsible for keeping you alive won't let you hurt yourself.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Apr 4, 2022 17:06:25 GMT -5
okay yes i will say that i was thinking about it because of it and because my other friend deleted his account and i was not able to talk to him. and because the others were mocking me. and i was thinking if i kill my self then the others will feel bad and say to each other , okay we have to stop mocking and they will think that instead of it they will always start to help and support ewach other all the time and they will feel much happier because of it and i will have helped them to become much happier inside their life. and if the after life exists then when they are too old and die they will join me , and they will remember me and feel bad because they mocked me , and they will say sorry and ask me to be friends and after that we would always be friends for ever and my exgirlsfriends woulkd say sorry , and i would see my brother again and we could be making dbps forever and we would be friends forever. and if i dont then maybe i will lose more friends and they will never notice how mnuch it felt terrible and they will maybe never realize and not say sorry and maybe they will never be friens with me at all.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Apr 4, 2022 17:13:06 GMT -5
i was feeling even more terrible every day when i saw vigilantes forum user name some where and i just felt really horrible because , i had to think about when he said this to me and i wanted the terrible feelings to finally stoip and i did not know how to make my self stop feeling like that alone. so i wanted to kill my self and i was noticing the other things that i said too , and then i also wanted to kill my self because of these things even more. and i was crying all the entire evening for like 2 hours or 1 hour because i thought maybe i would feel better after i do this but it did not help until someone started to help me. and the crying made me feel even worse. because some times i feel better after i finished doing that but when i have finished i felt worse and i just had to do it again and again because the thoughts were coming back all the time and i wanted to have some thing that would make me to stop feeling terrible but i tried playing games and listening to musiuc and it did not work.
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Post by xeepeep on Apr 4, 2022 17:27:57 GMT -5
My guy, if you killed yourself we would all say "welp. Too bad" and go back to usual posting in a few days. Sorry to break it to you. Nobody cares about you that much. It might sound humiliating, but it's actually a good thing.
Do your own thing, and don't rely on other people and their approval too much. If someone doesn't like you, you can't change it, your only options are to move on and find better friends, or become a better person that people will like.
Being sad because someone doesn't like you is very stupid. Especially when that someone is vigilant doomer, literally the most deranged person I've seen in my 10 years on the Internet.
And lastly get a fucking therapist already. It doesn't matter what your dad tells you. You need help and this shitty forum can't provide it.
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Post by joe-ilya on Apr 4, 2022 17:52:03 GMT -5
I agree with Xeep.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 4, 2022 18:24:18 GMT -5
My guy, if you killed yourself we would all say "welp. Too bad" and go back to usual posting in a few days. Sorry to break it to you. Nobody cares about you that much. It might sound humiliating, but it's actually a good thing. Do your own thing, and don't rely on other people and their approval too much. If someone doesn't like you, you can't change it, your only options are to move on and find better friends, or become a better person that people will like. Being sad because someone doesn't like you is very stupid. Especially when that someone is vigilant doomer, literally the most deranged person I've seen in my 10 years on the Internet. And lastly get a fucking therapist already. It doesn't matter what your dad tells you. You need help and this shitty forum can't provide it. |
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Post by lunchlunch on Apr 4, 2022 19:16:20 GMT -5
Whether this is a serious consideration or a way to get attention, we can't help you
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Post by Gokuma on Apr 4, 2022 20:44:38 GMT -5
DON'T LET THE BASTARDS WIN!! LIVE OUT OF PURE SPITE IF NOTHING ELSE!!
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Post by MegaPancakeStrategist on Apr 4, 2022 21:19:32 GMT -5
DON'T LET THE BASTARDS WIN!! LIVE OUT OF PURE SPITE IF NOTHING ELSE!! HELL YEAH!! DENY THE DARKNESS! DENY THE WICKED! |
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Apr 5, 2022 1:38:05 GMT -5
okay but what if when every one was too old and died because htey were too old , will see me in the after-life and they will remember what has happened and they will feel bad , and they say sorry and ask me to be friends ?? because they would have a bad conscience and remember it and when they are meeing me they would feel bad and say sorry ajnd be friends with me forever. right ?? and who are the wicked ?
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Apr 5, 2022 3:11:50 GMT -5
can you just tell me a way that will work , i just want this to end now , i want to see my brother and if not i will just rest. please. are there places where i can tell people where i live to they can do it for me. and what if i make some one really hate me , i will start to bully him until he gets extremely angry and hates me and i tell him where he has to go and then he kills me , will he do that if he hates me ? if i asked a police officer to shoot me would me do it , or if i say to them that i am a very horrible murderer or if i threaten a police officer will he get scared and shoot me into my head so that i will die ? my dad does not allow me to go to a therapy because he hates therapists so i dont have other choices
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Post by joe-ilya on Apr 5, 2022 5:10:00 GMT -5
Tell your parents you want to kill yourself, we can't do shit or tell you the perfect solution because this is the internet.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Apr 5, 2022 5:54:41 GMT -5
okay
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Post by Deleted on Apr 5, 2022 8:30:05 GMT -5
I think that listening too much metal is putting your mind in a bad place dude, i mean look at this forum.. there's people here who unironically enjoy Meshuggah - did you ever saw those fuckers live? They look like hobos coordinating their vomit. It sucks balls. No wonder that these fans ended up being forum admins. Is that the future you want for you? No, of course.
You are in desperate need of a "me song", you know? A song that deeply resonates with you and when you listen to it, you think
"hey, that's me!". Extreme Metal wouldn't do it, you need something more balanced. Something that provides the right amount of virtuose combined with the simplicity of pop. And don't worry, uncle 'linh0 knows exactly what you need: disco!
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Apr 5, 2022 9:12:09 GMT -5
i dont like meshuggah because they sound too friendly and cheesy for metal. and they just are not very good they re just boring to me. and i dont always listen to metal and rock , i listen to tatsuro yamashita and other japanese musicians too. but what is a song like that , and why do you think that rock music makes me feel bad ??? when i listen to it i start to feel relaxed and better sometimes. and can you send more songs please
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Apr 5, 2022 9:13:41 GMT -5
some times the japanese songs make me feel sad and i have to cry because of them some times and i am not sure why. and i listen to sonic songs some times and some of them also make me feel like i have to cry and some times i cant stop my self from doing that.
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Post by TheFantasticFungiFan on Apr 5, 2022 11:39:05 GMT -5
Assuming you're not a troll, why do you care so much about what other people here think? Get a therapist or make some friends who have mutual interests that aren't restricted to talking to you over the internet.
Or better yet, get some awareness. Ask yourself why people here mock you (nercoposting, quadposting, misspelling every other word, lack of punctuation, walls of text, calling for people to get banned, ["why won't you be my friend"] ["I hate you"] ["why do you hate me"], summoning hedgehogs, terrible MIDIs, automatically agreeing with who ever gives you the most attention, running to the admin for protection, childishness and overall ignorance) and work on improving that, so that other people won't want to shoot themselves when they read your posts.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Apr 5, 2022 12:25:00 GMT -5
okay sorry im going to try to stop feeling hateful and jealous. and i will try to stop summoning hedgehogs. and i am sorry for the midi , i am not so good with the midi editor i have downloaded. i have it because it was the only one i could find. i forget to think of making puncutations a lot and i dont always remember , because i am not so good at this language , and i tried to meet with my best friend but his other doesnt want me to meet him because of this virus and i just havent seem him in a long time . i realyl want to meet him so i could show him my doomn wads and stuff but his mother doesnt allow it and it makes me feel terrible and sad . and thats why i feel terrible when some one unfriends me. because they leave me alone , they re really good friends to me and they just disappear and leave me alone , and this feels really horrible. and the feelings are teh reason that i wanted to kill myself because i dont know what else i can do to stop feeling like this and i know if i do it , maybe there is a chance i will not have an afterlife and i will never be able to feel terrible like this any more. thats why i wanted to. my dad doesnt allow me to have a therapist , because he says the therapist are terrible people who will try to get money out of people are mentally sick and they will try to sell them expensive brain medicine and therapies that make them much money , no matter if it helps the sick person who needs help or maybe makes them even more sick , and my dad doesnt want me to feel even more sick so he does not allow me to do this.
and why do you think the other things that you said about me ??? please tell me why
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