peerdolius
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I met God and he was THOD - Viper
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Post by peerdolius on May 3, 2023 15:40:53 GMT -5
Alright, even though I've basically disappeared from this site unintentionally, I think now is time I retire from mapping.
I only wanted to make this post just to let you guys know that it was fun, and I'm god-damn honoured to have been a part of a few DBPs and IRKALLA.
Thank you 40oz for this forum and space to make maps as a community, to this day I still don't understand how some people shit on you through the years but keep on keepin on.
Thank you Xeep-Eep for ensuring we are all aware and never forget that your member is the size of planets.
Thanks Darknation for just being funny as hell.
Thanks BobPage for choosing me of all people to contribute to Irkalla, one of my favourite projects I've ever worked on. You're a legend M8.
And just shoutout to Cuppy, shiba, that one russian dude who I can't find, and everyone else here.
My life is in complete ruins, having lost my very last person I could call a friend today. I'm completely on my own, and with that I have no hope for the future.
I'm long gone.
But you reading? If you have one single friend then you still have a chance.
Peace.
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CittyKat112
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Kitty cat one hundred and twelve
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Post by CittyKat112 on May 3, 2023 15:46:40 GMT -5
that one russian dude who I can't find Comfy? |
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Gokuma
You're trying to say you like DOS better than me, right?
R.I.P. Aaron Bushnell and over 30,000 genocided Gazans.
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Post by Gokuma on May 3, 2023 15:47:43 GMT -5
Don't pressure yourself to map. Take an indeterminate break or don't bother mapping again at all, but please don't do anything rash in real life. I don't know what you're going through but there's gotta be a way to turn things around and more friends to meet.
Comfy is someone else.
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Gokuma
You're trying to say you like DOS better than me, right?
R.I.P. Aaron Bushnell and over 30,000 genocided Gazans.
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Post by Gokuma on May 3, 2023 16:15:55 GMT -5
Seriously don't do anything rash in real life.
(Posting again to put this back up at the top)
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BIG DICK NIGGA
this post is a lie about my bodily proportions
Major Arlene obsessed, 100% verified freakazoid. AKA bzzrak
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Post by BIG DICK NIGGA on May 3, 2023 16:32:25 GMT -5
[Racial slur referring to black people, mainly used in an endearing sense nowadays [edited because this is a family friendly forum]] if this is a suicide note I'll castrate myself just to spite you. Edit My life is in complete ruins, having lost my very last person I could call a friend today. I'm completely on my own, and with that I have no hope for the future. Lots of people have no friends. It sucks and I'm not trying to negate your suffering or something, but it's really not a "complete ruins" type of condition. You can come back from it. People have come back from it. I've moved places a million times since moving out from home and it was usually a "reset" of sorts. And every time I was super anxious over whether i'd be able to make friends at the new place. In the end I usually did. It helps to brag about your cock length. Unironically though. And to be moderately nice and confident. Or to pretend to -- that's what I do lmfao. Idk nibba it's really kind of cringe to even retire from mapping over it. |
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Post by ass-Klappin superfreaK enjoyer on May 3, 2023 22:40:54 GMT -5
Alright, even though I've basically disappeared from this site unintentionally, I think now is time I retire from mapping. I only wanted to make this post just to let you guys know that it was fun, and I'm god-damn honoured to have been a part of a few DBPs and IRKALLA. Thank you 40oz for this forum and space to make maps as a community, to this day I still don't understand how some people shit on you through the years but keep on keepin on. Thank you Xeep-Eep for ensuring we are all aware and never forget that your member is the size of planets. Thanks Darknation for just being funny as hell. Thanks BobPage for choosing me of all people to contribute to Irkalla, one of my favourite projects I've ever worked on. You're a legend M8. And just shoutout to Cuppy, shiba, that one russian dude who I can't find, and everyone else here. My life is in complete ruins, having lost my very last person I could call a friend today. I'm completely on my own, and with that I have no hope for the future. I'm long gone. But you reading? If you have one single friend then you still have a chance. Peace. I hope you're not planning on doing something to hurt yourself. Friends come and go, and you can always make more. |
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SilverMiner
You're trying to say you like DOS better than me, right?
The code isn't free if one can't close it
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Post by SilverMiner on May 4, 2023 12:01:44 GMT -5
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Post by MegaPancakeStrategist on May 4, 2023 13:41:04 GMT -5
You can start over! Imagine the freedom, and the new heights that await ye. Play around!
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StodgyAyatollah
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I'm not here. You're just imagining things.
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Post by StodgyAyatollah on May 4, 2023 14:31:10 GMT -5
If you have nothing to lose you can take big risks that can sometimes have big pay offs. I've lost everything more than a few times and have always managed to crawl my way out from the ashes. Not like a phoenix but more like an asshole crow that refuses to die. I don't know if there's a moral in that story but yeah, shit sucks sometimes.
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40oz
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Post by 40oz on May 20, 2023 18:13:09 GMT -5
peerdolius i saw this thread maybe an hour or two after you posted it. i sent you a PM immediately and I think you had received it before the timestamp says you were last online but idk if that means you read it. I'm really worried about you man and i hope this isnt the last time I hear from you. I'm trying to keep my cool but I'm kinda losing sleep over this.
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matador
You're trying to say you like DOS better than me, right?
I feel asleep.
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Post by matador on May 22, 2023 23:53:55 GMT -5
A bit of a late response, but I hope everything works out alright and I hope we haven't seen the last of you.
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Post by Bob Page on May 26, 2023 13:10:23 GMT -5
Peerdolius,
I'm truly sorry to hear about your loss. I can't comprehend what you must be feeling, and I have no doubt that it's absolutely awful. But with that said, remember that there is always hope. Sometimes life has a way of taking you down to the lowest and most miserable point you've ever been to, only to raise you up higher than you ever expected to go. Although we've never met in person, you always have a friend in me, and I have zero doubt in my mind that there are others here would echo that sentiment. You're not alone, man. You're not on your own. We're here for you. And you are too great of a person and have too much to offer for people not to notice. You won't have any trouble making new friends and cultivating new relationships, of that you can be sure.
I can certainly understand retiring from mapping. It's a lot of work, and sometimes you wonder if it's worth it. For whatever it's worth, I consider you to be one of the greatest mappers I've ever come across, and I was always thrilled to play your maps whenever they came out. The honor was all mine, and I consider myself very fortunate to have had you contribute to one of my projects. In truth, you were way too talented for anything I was doing, and your maps, along with SuperCupCakeTactics' map and Phobus' map, were the real reason to play Irkalla. It's me that should be thanking you.
I hope you are well, wherever you are and whatever you're doing. I'm sending you positive energy, my friend.
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BIG DICK NIGGA
this post is a lie about my bodily proportions
Major Arlene obsessed, 100% verified freakazoid. AKA bzzrak
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Post by BIG DICK NIGGA on Aug 29, 2023 12:07:19 GMT -5
Do you guys think he played do-it.wad irl
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Post by wernergoldberg on Aug 29, 2023 13:18:19 GMT -5
i don't think i've had irl friends for about a decade. i find it a rather racist, homophobic and antisemitic remark that op indirectly suggests i should commit sudoku for that. irkalla was cool
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