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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2022 22:55:36 GMT -5
Would you like everyone to just leave you alone? I want the provocations and the insults against me to stop. I am not pushing for the policy reversals anymore, so yes, if somebody doesn't like me they should leave me the fuck alone. For this reason, I am also not commenting for my reasoning to mayhemic. I thought the reasoning is pretty obvious from the pm exchange, I see he has trouble figuring it out, but by this time, I no longer want to dwell on the past explaining obvious things.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Mar 25, 2022 23:18:16 GMT -5
you didnt say anything and you never explained anything and you didnt make anything obvious and you said before that happened that you would never stoip being my friends because of 40oz and you did it so that means you were telling lies to me and i really just hate you so much
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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2022 23:27:00 GMT -5
I unfriended you because you wouldn't shut up about how "40oz is a very good friend". Was that so difficult not to repeat things ad nauseaum to people who obviously don't agree with what you're saying and have indicated that more than once, including making very strongly emotional responses to the contrary?
Being friends is not one-side relations, did you know it? If you don't support me, I don't owe you support either. It takes a damn lot to support a person like you, when you are not making any effort to use punctuation and make your texts more readable. Why the hell should I keep being friends with you? You are only taking, you are not giving anything in return.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Mar 25, 2022 23:38:27 GMT -5
i was often asking you how u feel and u said that u felt better after i listeined to every thing about the bad thinhgs that happened to you and you said thanks for my care , and you said you wouldnt stop being friends with me because of 40oz so why did you tell me lies ? and you didnt even say to me once that you want me to stop talking about 40oz so how was i able to know that at all ?? and you always were talking about 40oz by your self so i did not know you want me to stop talking about him and you were saying that you want 40 oz to die so i think any one would be scared if some one said about their friends because 40oz is a really good friend to me and you just said you hope he will die and i felt extremely scared when i saw this for the first time so i was trying to defend him of that.
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Post by Deathclaw886 on Mar 26, 2022 15:08:50 GMT -5
@vigilantdoomer You can have a fucking opinion! its just that wishing death on someone, directly or indirectly, is Toxic! You have full permission to think that 40oz is a bad person, people are entitled to their own opinions, but WISHING *DEATH* UPON SOMEBODY just because of their opinions and political views or Administration is INtolerable! why do you think you can just get away with saying that 40oz should get murdered?!
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Post by 40oz on Mar 26, 2022 16:00:13 GMT -5
This is so fucking weird.
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Post by BIG DICK NIGGA on Mar 26, 2022 17:11:19 GMT -5
Man you have to see the shit I be stroking my cock to. Now THAT's weird.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Mar 26, 2022 17:30:17 GMT -5
why do you do that
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Post by Deathclaw886 on Mar 27, 2022 2:55:08 GMT -5
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Post by Deathclaw886 on Mar 27, 2022 3:00:15 GMT -5
Funny also how he stated several times that he isnt coming back here and that he wants Doomer Boards to die, but yet here he is.
@vigilantdoomer i liked you.. i really did, but i Had to be Admin first, it is my responsibility for the wellbeing of my forum and i wont let backhanded Death threats change that. because you will start thinking that you can get away with giving out death threats, thus creating a false sense of invulnerability to the rules, which i cannot tolerate. it is a shame to see you go, yes. i was planning on having you stay if you changed your ways and stopped the threats.. but you have made your decision.
I still hope everything goes all right for you and your family, I would be Hypocritical not to think that way, i hope you become better sooner or later.
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Post by BIG DICK NIGGA on Mar 27, 2022 3:56:20 GMT -5
Deathclaw posting people's PMs is wack as fuck. Do better
Also for all it's schizo-ness it's not a death threat.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Mar 27, 2022 4:09:14 GMT -5
i did not tell him to post it i only sent a pm with the message screenshot to 40oz and deathclaw because i felt scared of vigilant. and vigilant deserved that this message got posted because its terrible and its scary and its also just extremely cruel of vigilant to say that
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Post by TheFantasticFungiFan on Mar 27, 2022 11:14:02 GMT -5
I find it somewhat ironic that deathclaw is over here going on about how you can't talk about killing people, when he himself was tempbanned from Doomworld for talking about murdering his own father. Weird.
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Post by worriedidiot on Mar 27, 2022 11:19:01 GMT -5
I find it somewhat ironic that deathclaw is over here going on about how you can't talk about killing people, when he himself was tempbanned from Doomworld for talking about murdering his own father. Weird. Sheesh... is that really true?
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Post by TheFantasticFungiFan on Mar 27, 2022 11:23:02 GMT -5
I find it somewhat ironic that deathclaw is over here going on about how you can't talk about killing people, when he himself was tempbanned from Doomworld for talking about murdering his own father. Weird. Sheesh... is that really true? Indeed. Normally I'm against disclosing private conversations, but he did it first, so I'll follow the Golden Rule: i.imgur.com/XyQDdEu.jpegi.imgur.com/j0ubhG3.jpeg
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Post by Deleted on Mar 27, 2022 11:35:28 GMT -5
Two wrongs don't make a right though
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Post by MegaPancakeStrategist on Mar 27, 2022 11:41:55 GMT -5
Just backstabbing for the sake of it? Now have a 1V1 duel on ZDaemon or something. However as I've signed a contract with myself to promote Odamex I must ask that you use Odamex instead.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Mar 27, 2022 18:13:30 GMT -5
okay deathclaw said that but he never said anything bad to me and he is a really good friend and he talks to me a lot and i feel better after he talks to me really much , and he is a raelly good friend and he is a really nice person
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Post by 40oz on Mar 28, 2022 12:57:35 GMT -5
TheFantasticFungiFan sometimes people try to be funny or sarcastic and it doesn't land. He said 'hypothetically' three different times in that same email explaining the circumstances to you. To me that doesn't really sound the same as me vs. vigilant doomer considering many people have given him opportunities to retract the statement. I'll give him any time he needs to rethink what he said but he's pretty stern on rejoicing in my death if the causes were anything other than his own hands. Do I have that right @vigilantdoomer?
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Post by TheFantasticFungiFan on Mar 28, 2022 13:14:58 GMT -5
TheFantasticFungiFan sometimes people try to be funny or sarcastic and it doesn't land. He said 'hypothetically' three different times in that same email explaining the circumstances to you. To me that doesn't really sound the same as me vs. vigilant doomer considering many people have given him opportunities to retract the statement. I'll give him any time he needs to rethink what he said but he's pretty stern on rejoicing in my death if the causes were anything other than his own hands. Do I have that right @vigilantdoomer? I knew the guy for quite some time, so did some of my friends. He's not joking. I have talked to several people who have accused him of saying and doing heinous and fucked-up things (and provided proof), including the fact that he was registered to a forum dedicated to stalking people. This is why he used to be known as "Yandere_Doomer". Otherwise I wouldn't have bothered bringing it up. To say that he doesn't respect other people's privacy is an understatement, he preys on other people's privacy. Sometimes somebody acts in such an extreme way that I feel it is the right thing to warn others. I don't have any advice in terms of your upcoming sacrifice at the hands of Vigilante, but at least he even admits that he is expressing himself, as to where Deathclaw has not only shown interest in preying upon others but has also taken steps to do just that.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 28, 2022 14:04:55 GMT -5
Those are bold claims, what's your evidence?
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Post by TheFantasticFungiFan on Mar 28, 2022 15:02:11 GMT -5
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Post by deathevokation on Mar 28, 2022 20:37:22 GMT -5
Clownshow.
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Post by 40oz on Mar 28, 2022 20:46:03 GMT -5
I don't want to get in the way of progress. I think on the whole, it's better for the world that we are moving towards a future where it's not so important to hide your flaws. You can wear your mental health conditions, your insecurities, or your strange interests on your sleeve, and it can and should be read from a place of understanding and not as a lack of personal growth. I'd really like to live in this doom community where people can say these things about themselves (or opt not to say these things) and it's fine. I don't like having to feel like I always have to rush in to say something mature and grounded first before I start reading comments like "schizo" "retard" "troll" "get your head checked out" "take your meds" and "get professional help"
Sometimes it's ok to just fucking have problems.
I don't want anyone needing to hide or mask their problems, but it can't be helped when they somehow get exposed to me in some other way. Either it's just said to me explicitly or it fucking comes out in some cracked out abnormal anti-social way of processing communication over a doom forum.
I would like to, at some point, be able to check this forum and maybe 10% or more of the time be able to do things like talk about a wad you played that was really inspirational, or a cool thing you built with the stairbuilder action that you've never seen before. Maybe about how fun it is to kill endless hordes of pinky demons with a plasma gun. Or what genre of music pairs well with playing doom, or an interesting fact you read on Doom Wiki that you didn't know about. Or like anything else in the endless void of things to be interested in Doom for.
Or at the very least occasionally talk to people without inadvertently knowing these simply weird things and it having to be a source of conflict.
I really think people don't have to be super healthy, socially aware, have a stable lifestyle, or have parents that love them to like Doom. In fact, history shows that very normal people often don't spend much of their fucking time going to a doom forum to make the people on it feel like shit. Especially since being a doom nerd in the declining community in the loneliest 4 years in our generation's lifetime is not at all fucking easy. The game has been around for 25+ years and a lot of people around it are loudly saying they're not ok, (for some people, NOT saying youre "not ok" is even louder). There's no fucking way your life is fulfilled if the majority of the content in your posts is talking about someone who has the autonomy to speak for themselves.
Sharing private messages and screencaps like "REMEMBER WHEN YOU SAID THIS," Fuck man, I've had this done to me so many times. Even about things I'm not even ashamed of. For as long as I've been admin of this forum I've only ever said things I'm totally sure of. Most of it is "toxic" only because it won't fit the holy doctrine of doomworld and nothing else. But it still sucks to see people comment like "HOLY FUCK I DIDNT KNOW HE WAS LIKE THAT," even when it's someone I probably would have never wanted to be friends with in the first place. Some of them even register their accounts here just to tell me and make sure I know. I don't like having to know when people don't like me, advocate to sabotage the things I enjoy, or wish I wouldn't exist. I'm still going to like Doom and pursue my hobby of creating stuff for people to play and have fun with, and a forum is my preferred communication channel for that.
It's not really important for me to know if you've tasted your own blood and like it, unless I ask. It's not important for me to know you have a deathwish for me. It's not really important for me to know something someone who isn't you did years ago that they don't open up conversations by talking about. If that's something you think is really important for me to know because its somehow a gigantic barrier between you and clarity, you and self-awareness, you and inner peace. Then I guess that's cool.
But I would like to have a community where we can just exist in this gigantic bubble of "I like playing, talking about, and creating for Doom" and we can be totally at ease with the fact that that is the only thing we have in common, and we can just talk about that.
Can we pleease please please just fucking please do that?
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Post by skyr on Mar 28, 2022 21:08:38 GMT -5
I don't want to get in the way of progress. I think on the whole, it's better for the world that we are moving towards a future where it's not so important to hide your flaws. You can wear your mental health conditions, your insecurities, or your strange interests on your sleeve, and it can and should be read from a place of understanding and not as a lack of personal growth. I'd really like to live in this doom community where people can say these things about themselves (or opt not to say these things) and it's fine. I don't like having to feel like I always have to rush in to say something mature and grounded first before I start reading comments like "schizo" "retard" "troll" "get your head checked out" "take your meds" and "get professional help" Sometimes it's ok to just fucking have problems. I don't want anyone needing to hide or mask their problems, but it can't be helped when they somehow get exposed to me in some other way. Either it's just said to me explicitly or it fucking comes out in some cracked out abnormal anti-social way of processing communication over a doom forum. I would like to, at some point, be able to check this forum and maybe 10% or more of the time be able to do things like talk about a wad you played that was really inspirational, or a cool thing you built with the stairbuilder action that you've never seen before. Maybe about how fun it is to kill endless hordes of pinky demons with a plasma gun. Or what genre of music pairs well with playing doom, or an interesting fact you read on Doom Wiki that you didn't know about. Or like anything else in the endless void of things to be interested in Doom for. Or at the very least occasionally talk to people without inadvertently knowing these simply weird things and it having to be a source of conflict. I really think people don't have to be super healthy, socially aware, have a stable lifestyle, or have parents that love them to like Doom. In fact, history shows that very normal people often don't spend much of their fucking time going to a doom forum to make the people on it feel like shit. Especially since being a doom nerd in the declining community in the loneliest 4 years in our generation's lifetime is not at all fucking easy. The game has been around for 25+ years and a lot of people around it are loudly saying they're not ok, (for some people, NOT saying youre "not ok" is even louder). There's no fucking way your life is fulfilled if the majority of the content in your posts is talking about someone who has the autonomy to speak for themselves. Sharing private messages and screencaps like "REMEMBER WHEN YOU SAID THIS," Fuck man, I've had this done to me so many times. Even about things I'm not even ashamed of. For as long as I've been admin of this forum I've only ever said things I'm totally sure of. Most of it is "toxic" only because it won't fit the holy doctrine of doomworld and nothing else. But it still sucks to see people comment like "HOLY FUCK I DIDNT KNOW HE WAS LIKE THAT," even when it's someone I probably would have never wanted to be friends with in the first place. Some of them even register their accounts here just to tell me and make sure I know. I don't like having to know when people don't like me, advocate to sabotage the things I enjoy, or wish I wouldn't exist. I'm still going to like Doom and pursue my hobby of creating stuff for people to play and have fun with, and a forum is my preferred communication channel for that. It's not really important for me to know if you've tasted your own blood and like it, unless I ask. It's not important for me to know you have a deathwish for me. It's not really important for me to know something someone who isn't you did years ago that they don't open up conversations by talking about. If that's something you think is really important for me to know because its somehow a gigantic barrier between you and clarity, you and self-awareness, you and inner peace. Then I guess that's cool. But I would like to have a community where we can just exist in this gigantic bubble of "I like playing, talking about, and creating for Doom" and we can be totally at ease with the fact that that is the only thing we have in common, and we can just talk about that. Can we pleease please please just fucking please do that? What are some of your favorite wads?
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