mayhemicdestrvctor
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Mar 24, 2022 13:08:04 GMT -5
i am not trolls
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Post by joe-ilya on Mar 24, 2022 14:21:24 GMT -5
I didn't ask you
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mayhemicdestrvctor
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Mar 24, 2022 14:44:24 GMT -5
you said mayhemdestruvtor was the trolls but i am not a troll why did you say that
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Post by joe-ilya on Mar 24, 2022 16:19:35 GMT -5
Because you are filled with hatred, nearly every post you make is a berating complaint or a shitpost about summoning Sonic via satanic means.
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Mar 24, 2022 19:56:38 GMT -5
i did not shitpost and how do i berate some one
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Post by Deathclaw886 on Mar 25, 2022 4:21:05 GMT -5
I heard about what Vigilant doomer said about 40oz over at Doom Haven and i would classify that as Toxicity, death threats are Unacceptable. Me and the Moderators at Doom Haven will also be dealing with this Accordingly. in other words, @vigilantdoomer Get your shit together and stop sending cowardly Indirect death threats!
no hard feelings but i cannot tolerate behavior like that, making statements like that doesnt make you any better than a liberal, regardless of someones administration or political beliefs.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2022 9:46:26 GMT -5
Deathclaw886 Your statement is, in entirety, a defamation. I did not threaten anyone, but I can wish someone dies in a car accident or is killed - providing I'm not hiring a hitman nor encouraging so publicly (which I didn't, obviously, cause I was talking in PM) - for all I can. And if you are to deny me that, you are in one category with those woke retards, because what I am defending is not political. I am not actually right wing, I am person who suffered much in life and had to learn the hard way how to feel hatred and not forgive, because I had to counter Christian brainwashing in childhood. It is specifically people like you, who would stretch the definition of death threats to such an extent expressing anger is no longer possible even in private discussion, that I am up against.
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Post by joe-ilya on Mar 25, 2022 9:55:38 GMT -5
Deathclaw886 Your statement is, in entirety, a defamation. I did not threaten anyone, but I can wish someone dies in a car accident or is killed - providing I'm not hiring a hitman nor encouraging so publicly (which I didn't, obviously, cause I was talking in PM) - for all I can. And if you are to deny me that, you are in one category with those woke retards, Brain damage logic
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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2022 10:00:22 GMT -5
joe-ilya, could you learn to read the whole post before replying? My opposition to "woke" is not grounded in politics. It is a result of my personality, and indeed my right to feel hatred and express it which is the cause for my rejection of woke, and the notion "hate speech" or politicizing "hate" in general. "Hate" is a necessarily human emotion which is already very hard to legitimately feel because of millenia of religious influence. But it is important for one's well-being to be able to feel hate, anger, etc. towards ones who abuse you, without shame.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2022 10:02:20 GMT -5
Deathclaw886 I deactivated my account on your forum. Your policy is unagreeable (to me).
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Post by 40oz on Mar 25, 2022 10:12:56 GMT -5
but... but so is mine... ?
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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2022 10:30:47 GMT -5
I am here for community, not for you. Although I do regret becoming so emotionally vested in doomer boards, as dealing with you is, unfortunately, unavoidable. I signed up for it when I had crisis in my life, due to COVID-19 lockdown. I was very vulnerable back then (lockdown and never-ending mask mandate deal enormous damage to my well-being), and certain people here were welcoming. Hence I grew attached to this place.
As for doom haven, that is not yet a community, so I decided it would be less pain to cut the emotional connection while it is still in development.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2022 11:11:37 GMT -5
Even if you really don't like 40oz, wishing death upon him isn't a particularly mature or good thing to do. It's not like he murdered your family. He runs an internet forum and his rules about what goes and what doesn't there, while extremely lenient compared to many other places, require a modicum of respect for other people.
Not to put too fine a point on it but I think that, rather than accepting the responsibility for your words and actions, you are hiding behind concepts like free expression and the need to properly experience and voice anger*. Instead of accepting that your behavior is odious to many others, you instead act as if it is everyone else's fault for not having the proper emotional constitution to handle it. Of course, the moment someone disagrees with you, your own emotional constitution is proven to be quite fragile.
*- let it be known that I am absolutely a proponent of free, open, honest expression. However, free expression cannot truly exist when everyone is shouting down each other.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2022 11:26:05 GMT -5
That's just what you think, in regards to responsibility and hiding. I am not hiding anything. I said what I said, I continue to support things that I said and have no plans to take them back. I don't regret anything in regards to wishing someone's death. It's not the first time I did this, and some people (such as those transgendered who even LGBTQ+ community turned the backs on) would really do well to borrow such ability. That is, I kindly wish them to develop the capacity to hate those who have wronged them, to wish death upon those who have wronged them, to partake in group activities that allow one to feel that others support their right to feel this. By the way, I would make a good conduit for such group activities, to experience hate towards someone in a victim's description on their life. We had conversations where people talked about how they got kicked out of the house by homophobic parents, and I had developed in my chest a fire so intense that would it materialize it would be able to burn an arbitrary human into nothingness. Comparing emotional constitution over internet is futile endeavour, especially consider you don't even actually sense it. You imagine things about me and think I am this or that, instead of admitting you don't really have any honest idea about who I am, just like I have no idea about you really. I also don't see why do you bother writing things to me, do you really think it can effect any positive change on anyone or does it make you feel better? If not, I suggest you should stop. I actually suggest you to stop writing replies to me regardless. This is not a threat - I have to write this down because people really attribute wrong motives to whatever I am doing - but a suggestion. I don't like talking to you and it is possibly you don't like talking to me either. There are many people on this forum for you talk to, no need to talk to me. And last but not least: - let it be known that I am absolutely a proponent of free, open, honest expression. No, you just wish to represent yourself as such, so as to claim ownership of it and redefine it.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2022 11:50:44 GMT -5
You must also realize, that when someone hurts you, your response is always directed, but you can choose direction. Two directions are possible: inwards, on yourself, or outwards. And without a cue from psychologists, I figured out early that it must be directed always outwards, because otherwise you damage yourself.
That is, basically, what the right of self-expression (and the right to protest, etc.) is based upon. The concept exists before the word "self-expression" comes into being. I've once read a scientific report about animals such as wild cats self-harming after they have been victims of physical violence. Self-harm is not unique to humans, and physical self-harm is just one way of self-harm, with physical violence being just one cause of that. All of that, is related to how self-expression and freedom of protests is really important and what it means.
So I shared my feelings about how much I hate 40oz that I would not cry on his death but rather celebrate it. It wasn't supposed to be public because I didn't intend to post it public. I wanted the other person to support me, emotionally, yes I needed it at that time. This was private conversation, and I am indeed correct taking sanctions against the person who decides to unjustfully punish me for what I'm talking when I'm really outside of his business.
If you believe that saying to a third person in PM that you hate someone can be perceived as "toxic" or "death threat", you must be insane. Even Russia has better notion of "death threat" than you. Here, to convict somebody, you actually need evidence they could carry out the death threat - and not merely wished you death. Let alone this happening in a conversation with someone else, where the intent is not to threaten but to voice your anger.
You know, I don't like when people talk about Russia as it is somewhat worse part of the world than EU or US. It is not. You are not better than us. You are fucked, but in a different way. And the reason I talk about you, is that I wished I had a choice where to live, as Russia is not where I want to live, YET you are not that place, either. I want none of either your woke insanity, or Russia's putinism. Both are same coin of shit.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2022 11:59:46 GMT -5
As far as this mentally challenged person is posting here I feel uncomfortable visiting the forums. May return when he's gone or been banned.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2022 12:13:29 GMT -5
Your post has been reported. I'll make sure you are going to learn not to insult other members here.
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Post by BIG DICK NIGGA on Mar 25, 2022 12:19:09 GMT -5
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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2022 12:42:27 GMT -5
Your post has been reported. I'll make sure you are going to learn not to insult other members here. You have consistently shown yourself to be the most emotionally arrested and fragile person on this forum. Moreso than the developmentally-disabled teenager who suffers from child abuse. I honestly just feel extremely sad for you because I was in your position until I grew a brain, a dick, and a heart.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2022 13:23:57 GMT -5
@segfault, you are projecting (as per Carl Jung) your own inferior past self onto me and claim you know me. This enables you to look onto me as if I were your past self and feel better, but you're wrong, on both counts: 1. I am not actually similar to you of your past 2. From your talk, it doesn't seem that you have any of the following: "brain", "dick", "heart". Actually you talk in a pretty feminine manner. Which is not an insult, but certainly doesn't match your self-styled portrait as of you having a dick. There is absolutely zero masculinity in any of your posts, ditto with reasoning and thus your self-opinionated claim about you having a brain. You can't even see your certitude of knowing a person you have never seen face-to-face for the imagination and need to compensate for the lack of real knowledge. You continue to claim to know what emotions I experience (or whatever you base the notion of "instability" on) without being able to see my gestures, my body, or the expression on my face. You are just deluding yourself, loudly, on this forum. What you can't admit, is that you feel hurt because I first sincerely expressed desire to test your map in this month's DBP, then edited that post to reflect that animosity with 40oz made me no longer want to contribute to that. It is your own emotional vulnerability that you are trying to reflect on me.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2022 13:29:22 GMT -5
I want it to be known that after my last ban here, I did nothing to justify these toxic attempts to shame me for actions happened prior - or during the ban in pms elsewhere. I of course have every single fucking right to hate the person who banned me and threatened to ban permanently, especially considering that I didn't bother to harass this person but rather took it to personal interaction with third party, and that I didn't intend that party to pass threats or whatever.
You are the ones that channel toxicity into this forum, and try to attach it to my account right now, and I would like you to spend some time looking in the mirror to realize that if and when I'll be removed, you will still be dealing with each other, and yourselves.
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Post by joe-ilya on Mar 25, 2022 14:12:45 GMT -5
joe-ilya, could you learn to read the whole post before replying? My opposition to "woke" is not grounded in politics. It is a result of my personality, and indeed my right to feel hatred and express it which is the cause for my rejection of woke, and the notion "hate speech" or politicizing "hate" in general. "Hate" is a necessarily human emotion which is already very hard to legitimately feel because of millenia of religious influence. But it is important for one's well-being to be able to feel hate, anger, etc. towards ones who abuse you, without shame. Sure, hate is healthy in moderation, but you're hateful all the time, and now it's gotten to the point where you wish someone dead, that doesn't seem healthy, seems like you're shortening your life due to all this extra stress in addition to all the stuff that happens in your real life.
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Post by BIG DICK NIGGA on Mar 25, 2022 14:14:56 GMT -5
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Post by 40oz on Mar 25, 2022 15:28:03 GMT -5
I would like you to spend some time looking in the mirror to realize that if and when I'll be removed, you will still be dealing with each other, and yourselves. Yes. now what? We keep getting to this point where your final word is an unabashed hatred towards the toxicity of me and this forum, and then it just kinda stops there. What do you want out of this? Would you like everyone to just leave you alone?
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mayhemicdestrvctor
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Post by mayhemicdestrvctor on Mar 25, 2022 17:09:33 GMT -5
why did you unfriend me every where for no reason i did nothing bad toi you you just said you ha denough of some bullshit and i asked why and you didnt say anything and you just stopped being friends with me for on reason nadi was trying to be really nice all the time so you would feel better and you didnt even say what i did wrong so i want toi know whyx you did this
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