Banned from Doomworld... Again (I regret writing all this)

welcome to the club

Try asking essel if she could get an explanation out of him. If she unbanned you then I think she'd go the extra way to find out.

I got banned for putting "BigDick" in my username lol. I hadn't made a proper post in over a year when I got banned.

All she said was that he said that he generally doesn't like the way I post, but then why tell different things to different people?
My guess is that banning me for a so called "ban evasion" sounds a lot better than "generally not liking the way I post". Too bad he didn't account for his mods not blocking me like he did and telling me the truth instead.

I'd be cool if he told me that he doesn't like me being controversial or something, but I'm not cool with blatant lies. Fuck that attitude.

Lol at being banned for having BigDick in your nickname, Lingiica just banning people he personally doesn't like, is a dictionary example of a literal Nazi, not even exaggerating here, look it up.

Who's alt-right now?

I asked about the ban evasion message and essel replied: "idk why it was set to that, but the reason for the ban was explained to him directly". Do you know what essel is talking about?

Like I said, Linguica told Essel that he generally doesn't like the way I post, I was not given a specific example. All I have is a speculation about that one small inoffensive argument about a Doom map, but is it really enough to just ban me instantly forever over it? There was no politics or bad blood, so I'm not sure if that was the reason.

Memfis, you should have taken your own advice prior to being banned yourself from DW. I surely did notice you've gotten more agitated months before the demo contest happened. Someone I know IRL also got in real trouble after seemingly also being unusually agitated for months, picking arguments out of nowhere, etc. Sometimes you can see people are "going to hell", that they are behaving like they are going to snap soon and probably even commit a violent crime, and that's the impression you posts were giving me at the time. The contest was bullshit, of course, the crowd was like they were in Rome watching gladiators beat each other to death but you could just refrain from further participating and accept the loss. In fact, I think it's plausible the contest was a deliberate setup to get rid of you, with expectations that you are going to snap under pressure to keep winning, although they not necessary expected you to cheat, more likely to post something banworthy, or just give up on going to doomworld entirely.

Someone on DW brought up that you told you were on medicine, wasn't this some kind of antihistamine? I know cetirizine (Zyrtec, Cetrin) may cause agitation and uncontrollable immediate verbal aggression (which comes up in response to anything that frustrates you, starting from questions you don't understand the context of, such as that from your relatives, etc, or simply actions that get in your way). It sets in after mere 3 days of daily intake and goes away after 24 hours passed since the last pill if you stop early. Also is accompanied by blurred, "desharpened" vision, the agitation and blurred vision seems to go hand in hand: both appear (after 3 days of intake) and disappear (after withdrawal) at the same time.

Antihistamines are not antidepressants, though. Their primary purpose is to treat allergy, they are prescribed by dermatologists. The first line of treatment, unfortunately, seems to include non-sedative antihistamines which have aggression as a possible side-effect, yet it is not always listed on the sheet that goes with medicine (mine didn't mention what I was experiencing), I have to look it up on the web, and there even Wikipedia would list it.

I've currently switched doctor to another one, and we switched antihistamines a few times. The latest appear not to have any significant side-effects, and also works (unlike whatever before we tried) - it usually causes sedation in people but that is easily countered, unlike agitation - you just have to occupy yourself with something as soon as you get up. In fact, you won't even be any calmer than usual if you try to speedrun something in the morning. Sedation and sleepiness can only set in when you are bored and choose to do nothing. The doctors prefer non-sedative drugs because a lot of people drive, but imagine feeling so agitated that you want to run people over - I think antihistamines are simply incompatible with any kind of driving. If you are having an allergy and want it to be treated - don't drive until it's treated, that's simple.

I thought that I didn't see more posts from you. Maybe it's for the best joe, you should have expected to be on a very very very thin ice to be allowed back there and this situation looks like something that in most cases would have been resolved with some warning at worst. Then to give you a suggestion and something to reflect on it's your attitude that pisses people off. If I were the leader of a community project and you come to say that you don't like map x for reasons it would be totally fine; but you do that only to say that I should consider your map you promptly made for the occasion and so I would tell you to "pls fuck off and die". This tells me that you are more interested to shoehorn your name in that community project and you want to do that without any respect for the other mappers. Dobu Gabu Maru's response was reasonable (and he said that he even liked your map bacause this isn't about the QUALITY) and it could have ended there if you didn't double down on this, maybe some "like-chasers" would came anyway but who cares about them. This ban sucks but at least learn something from it.

Yes. No. Maybe. It wa the SARAIS INCIDENT that got 40oz banned on dw, you can search on this place and judge for yourself.

Just because I think the concept isn't fully realized doesn't mean I think the map is bad at all, I wanted to make my version, and decided to show it off.
I didn't think competing for a slot would be bad either, yeah I did it without permission, so what? No need to call me rude or whatever. Simply reject it.

If I said my map is better than Processing's, I'm sorry, I slipped and fucked up. It is only better in the representation of the hangar IMO, that's all.

Not gonna lie, I'd totally ban you if you came back from a ban and started acting that way immediately, in fact I have banned people for less that were first offences on my own side of the Doom fence, you were unreasonably rude and just would not step down.

Are you guys sure he's banned? I checked his profile and it says he's a forum spammer.