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Post by BattleKorbi on Mar 16, 2018 2:27:41 GMT -5
Even though I am an asexual and a conservative Catholic, still, once in a blue moon, I will start drawing NSFW stuff...
And not just a simple doodle or a sketch. Nah. An entire A4 page devoted to obscenities seen in the realm of Slaanesh. And I dunno why am I doing that. I don't get anything out of drawing energy tentacles forcing themselves on a curious rouge (bit of a long story to explain), or a hero getting "compensation", I just happen to see something, think about it, let it slowly cook in the background, then, when the mood hits and the stars are right, I proceed to draw! *gunshots*
The case repeated last night, which is why I am making this thread/post.
I usually make these NSFW art as part of my original works, although not canon or anything. Was there a pairing I liked but I couldn't execute it in canon? Boom, self-fanon. Was there an image I found interesting still in my memory? Boom, after several months, that pairing gets sweaty. And the male counterpart gets a massive PAINIS because I have no shame. I never think of my male characters' genitalia, but if I were to describe the statistics: Every male has average, until the plot demands otherwise :3 (im such a evil cunt).
Just like last night, as I am still designing this fantasy world of mine, I accidentally screwed up a drawing. Original image was supposed to be a sailor boy fightning a sneaky rouge. Sailor boy whips out the energy tentacles and the sneaky rouge pulls out her atronach. In the original idea, the rouge was supposed to be bound by the tentacles, and the atronach would save her by fucking up the sailor boy. But something in my said "Hold it", got myself another sheet of paper, and started drawing... heresy. I switched the plot to make it look consensual and everything (I hate unnecessary rape), but still, in the end, I had sketched the entire sheet of paper and didn't stop until the every quadratic centimeter of it wasn't covered in... heresy.
I don't know what to do with it. I didn't even stroke my PAINIS or anything, I just made the heresy and stored it in my math notebook. And it is morning, and it is lying in math notebook. I need to remove it, but I want to keep it, but I need to remove it. I don't know where to dispose of it. I am afraid of being found out about this. I am thinking of folding the sheet, putting it in my pocket, and tossing it out in a garbage container near my college.
And this keeps happening. Last time it was that H-Strife joke taken too far (the ending screen... edited), then last time behind it it was two girls discovering their sexualities and it just keeps happening. FFS, am I supposed to be asexual or what? I don't even have a fetish or something, only fetish I have is for power armor and mechas, and that is why 60% of my drawings are metallic bois posing menacingly with their state-of-the-art weaponry.
Still, I do like it whenever I do it. I keep thinking how will I make people happy by giving them this, then I remember that isn't how sexuality works, and then I think of making bunch of these and dropping them in disclosed location as a "present" for whoever founds it, then I think of the headlines of "MANIAC ARTIST LEAVES TRACES OF SIN ACROSS TOWN, disturbed elderly person (78) testifies of her experience with the "unusual drawings"", which considering my country, wouldn't be an impossible chance of happening. Then, the thought of making an alternate identity on the internet and use it to distribute this happy NSFW stuff, but I am kinda afraid of my family finding out that I am making this, which is why I have a completely diffrent artstyle when it comes to things NSFW... but if I want to make a joke implying at NSFW stuff in my otherwise SFW stuff my hand automatically shifts over ot NSFW mode and that is why I am afraid of leaving traces. And still, somehow, whenever I do NSFW I do learn a lot about posture and anatomy, just by observing references and playing with "volume" of things (like the PAINISes, for instance), and that is why they aren't as useless as I am trying to make them.
I am a complex person. Am I possesed probably? How do I explain myself then?
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Post by Deleted on Mar 16, 2018 3:00:37 GMT -5
Nah
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Post by Deleted on Mar 16, 2018 6:28:52 GMT -5
I came for pictures and I didn't get pictures.
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Post by 40oz on Mar 16, 2018 7:25:09 GMT -5
(I hate unnecessary rape), At least one of us does! Umm. I don't know how to make sense of uncontrollable drawing of sexual images. Maybe you're repressing yourself by calling yourself asexual, so your hormones have to express themselves in some other way?
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Post by BattleKorbi on Mar 16, 2018 11:07:29 GMT -5
At least one of us does! Umm. I don't know how to make sense of uncontrollable drawing of sexual images. Maybe you're repressing yourself by calling yourself asexual, so your hormones have to express themselves in some other way? Asexuality, by unformal definition, is just a lack of sexual attraction. This is often connected to general sex-repulsion and all the alien-sounding "wait, humans enjoy reproduction?!?!" stuff. There are aces who love having sex (but don't feel attracted), then there are people who consider it disgusting (I am gravitating towards this end), then the people who wouldn't do it, but do it out of favor for their SO. To be honest, I guess I am enjoying the romantic aspect of such encounters; especially if its two people releasing their long held feelings towards each other... unless they are teenagers who just saw each other. That is just bullshit and I dislike that trope. But if its two good friends then OH SHIT LOOK AT ALL THE SHIPS ON ME RADAR. I don't think I am repressing my hormones or something. Maybe because I never was in a romantic relationship, and never asked for one or thought about one, it just boils up, bursts and oh shit look at all that age-innappropriate stuff. Gee, I wonder who put them there? That, and I really feel better knowing that I am just as fine as everyone else when it comes to "feeling attraction" because... I think I told this an infinite amount of times already, but I was wrestling with myself, I almost went to the doctor because of how freaked out I was about the whole deal I wasn't supposed to care about. I dunno how to multi-quote.
As far as I can tell, when I was 16, I was still in high school. I bet, if I had half of the mAd sk33l7s I have today, I would burst from not showing it to my friends... which would in turn make me alienate from everyone else much further not to mention, me + my nsfw art = perfect blackmail material. So, I am kinda glad I didn't knew up until recently :3 To be honest, there isn't really a perfect age to do so, just the perfect setting and enviroment. Obviously, you wouldn't want to make such obscenities in front of yo grandma. Plus, these things take a bit of time, and cannot really be let to lie around on tables or tablets. Not to mention the storaging problem. I pretty much got rid of everything I ever had on paper. I still kept this one good digital drawing on my tablet which no one checks anyways and which's unlocking password is longer than 16 characters because you can never be too sure.
[ I came for pictures and I didn't get pictures. Hmm, I dunno, can I even post such heresy on this site? Isn't ProBoards extremely sensitive when it comes to such stuff? ----- Regarding the artwork from last night: disposed of. Since burning and/or flushing that stuff is a bother to me, I just folded the artwork and placed it into one of my pockets, and went on by my day. That is, until a perfect opportunity presented itself. I usually seek challenge, so I didn't want to just throw it into the dumpster, but rather I would go to the building of the college. Usually, hallways are always in dark, until the motion sensors sense something and activate the lights. I guess, a neat lil function, except when you have to wait in a single hallway for too long, and the lights go off and such shit. Anyways, I had a idea to toss the work of heresy into one of the recycleable paper bins, and in case of cameras, do it before the lights activate. The lights active only 2 meters from the doors, so to say, and this paper bin was a bit further away. So what I did is I activated my anime senses and timed it appropriately, whilst playing it cool, in order to discreetly throw the piece of blasphemy into the paper bin, and to look cool on the cameras (if there were any, and they weren't, but just in case). The fact that it was folded, helped a lot, because just so it happened, I opened the heavy door leading into a tight hallway between wings of the building, and I managed to toss the paper into the bin just a second before the lights activated, and I kept my poker face as I strode through. I hope I made someone's day later. Okay I lied, if you couldn't tell. Yeah, the lights and paper bin thing is true, but I am not that stupid! In fact, I am even worse. Somewhere near, in the university area, someone threw out a old drawer. And while no one was looking, I just placed it discreetly on top of the old drawer :3 now whoever wants to check the details regarding the old drawer, and would use the sheet to consult so, will be met by a paper sheet filled with obscure Slaanesh-ual heresy instead >:3 I am a evil prick. Indeed. But not that evil. I could had just placed it anywhere on my way to the college. But then, I would risk having a child finding it, and then alerting the entire neighborhood on a pedo-alert or something. I don't want kids finding them out, nor do I want derelict old people who dig through containers as well. And the neighborhood I live in is filled with both parties. And the neighborhood I have to pass through while going to college even more so (there is a elementary school there, go figure). My thought was, if a teenager, or a peer, or a regular adult, stumbles unto such heresy, they would either be amused, bewildered, disgusted, or... inspired??? and wouldn't cause such alaurm as a child or a rusty old hag would had. Heh, I can imagine one of the old ladies stumbling onto such a thing, and then running to the nearest church to notify the nearest priest-in-duty, then raising it all over to the media to see. I have to say: Good thing my NSFW artstyle is vastly different from my SFW artstyle. And good thing that I don't leave signatures either :3 (I think I should have created a fake signature just in case).
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Post by Deleted on Mar 16, 2018 11:30:27 GMT -5
Your art is basically an eldritch lovecraftian horror at this point, all we know about it are vague descriptions of horrific alien etchings, nobody here has actually seen it but you and you've clearly lost your mind...
I'm both very fascinated and deeply dread filled by what monsters you are making, I feel like I want to know more yet also that it will be my undoing like a true Lovecraft horror...
Well that and the fact it apparently has Sonic characters and tenticals, not so certain I want to see that, like at all really.
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Post by BattleKorbi on Mar 16, 2018 14:58:40 GMT -5
Well, uhh... I am risking my account and my IP adress and whatnot, but, in order to prove to ya that these mad ramblings are real, here is a imgur link. I hope you won't go Doominati on me and remove me from Doomer Boards because I finally tripped and posted something NSFW. If that is the case, here is a in-forward "FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU". If yall wanna have some material to rub yer PAINISes to, then, be my guest. Hope you aren't emotionally connected to characters from Strife!Also, DONT SHARE THIS SHIT, I BEG YOU, I KNOW IT IS FUNNY AND IT IS DOOM CRINGE BUT FOR THE SAKE OF ME AND MY IDENTITY REFRAIN FROM SHARING THIS. IF YOU DO ILL JUST DROP EVERYTHING WITH MY IDENTITY IN A INSTANT AND WILL NEVER JOIN DOOMER BOARDS OR DOOMWORLD AND YOU WILL ALL BE DEAD TO ME AND THIS MEME WOULD DIE WITHIN 24 HOURS I SWEAR. YOUR EYES ONLY. Thank you.
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Post by BIG DICK NIGGA on Mar 16, 2018 15:18:55 GMT -5
I came
JK, the tits look tetrahedron-shaped like ye olde yoghurt packs they used to have in ye olde Yugoslavia, and therefore they don't stimulate... yoghurt excretion.
...does that even count as a pun?
Uhm, so work on your tits drawing skillz0rz. Sounds like just the right motivation to get laid at last, don't ya think????
Also 400 posts already omg
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Post by Deleted on Mar 16, 2018 15:21:19 GMT -5
Start drawing furry porn and earn sick moneyz.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 16, 2018 16:12:22 GMT -5
I was talking about your actual art you've constantly mentioned... But sure, whatever, I've seen that now and I'm not unseeing it. It's not even terrible, just not my thing... How underwhelming.
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Post by BattleKorbi on Mar 16, 2018 17:40:40 GMT -5
I was talking about your actual art you've constantly mentioned... But sure, whatever, I've seen that now and I'm not unseeing it. It's not even terrible, just not my thing... How underwhelming. Of course its underwhelming, its terrible even: I am simply not used to doing this shit, and I don't want to, I just kinda like the symbolism I guess, but, much like sweets, I gotta learn to avoid this blasphemy. Also, I had gotten much better, gonna post another imgur link soon so everyone can CEE * demoman grin*
JK, the tits look tetrahedron-shaped like ye olde yoghurt packs they used to have in ye olde Yugoslavia, and therefore they don't stimulate... yoghurt excretion. ...does that even count as a pun? Uhm, so work on your tits drawing skillz0rz. Sounds like just the right motivation to get laid at last, don't ya think? I know, I was more focused on the face for that one, because I felt the MANFACE Blaccbird pulled in the ending screen was... terrifying. Okay, maybe not that much. And of course, I got better. Also, still don't wanna get laid. Bothersome. I could, however... nah, not even that. Disregard that. also flat is justiceStart drawing furry porn and earn sick moneyz. Lol nope. Not even gonna think about that. Too many furry artists already, you see. Those motherfuckers got everything covered, so much, in fact, we regular humies don't even get 40% in comparison to all the fetishes they had done and done already 12 times over. I know this was a joke, but still
---- ALRIGHT: here is some stuff you can care about actually: Just click here, I guess.
Isn't a mystery anymore: I can draw shit, yaaaay! Not the best, though, but that is why I am practicing a lot! Woot woot! As you can guess, I am very tired and I am going to sleep, enjoy my shit... Oh yeah, gonna take that imgur picture down like... right the fuck now. Thanks for being mah victim, but its going away for a long time! Dont wanna anyone snoopin around and seeing that shit and using it against me. That, and its just disgraceful and humiliating to me :3
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Post by Justince on Mar 16, 2018 20:10:46 GMT -5
Hey those sketches aren't bad, and I already see a defining style appearing in the facial structure and the eyes. I don't personally care for the anime thing, as to this old fart who grew up on DC and Marvel they all look the same, though these have a distinctly more 'western' vibe. It is a quick way to study the human form, just watch those proportions. And don't get worked up about this shit like morality and sin when it comes to art, it's just pencil buddy.
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Post by technician on Mar 16, 2018 23:59:30 GMT -5
Where are these pictures?
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Post by BattleKorbi on Mar 17, 2018 2:46:09 GMT -5
Hey those sketches aren't bad, and I already see a defining style appearing in the facial structure and the eyes. I don't personally care for the anime thing, as to this old fart who grew up on DC and Marvel they all look the same, though these have a distinctly more 'western' vibe. It is a quick way to study the human form, just watch those proportions. And don't get worked up about this shit like morality and sin when it comes to art, it's just pencil buddy. Well, thanks! I am not really aiming for american style, I am more inspired by the italian comic books from my recent youth :3 I just happened to start out with anime (like every other young artist in the world that never went to an art school), but I guess, recently (more like a year ago), I just started to shift towards the good ole buongornio, and since I recently started reading JoJo I just... mashed it up, and made this me artstyle. A lot of Italians drew for DC and Marvel as far as I can tell, but I love the "real stuff" more. I don't really grief over the morality of what I draw, I am just worrying about people coming across such thing. My family is large and conservative, and my friends... don't need to know I do this. It's my eyes only, and I demonize this because I feel like I am lying about my asexuality whenever I make this, despite knowing this is often a regular happenstance with people of me kin :3 this is kinda what clashes with my internal craving for attention, don't cha think? Where are these pictures? Well, lets see: 1 - somewhere in the sea I guess 2 - burnt into ash 3 - hidden in a folder eons distant 4 - somewhere within the city I had others before but forgot about how I disposed of them. Oh yeah, that one link: removed the picture from Imgur cuz I don't want to risk my online identity.
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